Saturday, August 30, 2008
weather: fine
mood: relaxing
yup~ within hrs, i'm leaving SINGAPORE! zuoting already left for his japan trip, so i'll be next. hahaha~
tis trip for holidays clash wif too many things, probably is due to tis factor, i wan't really excited at all. maybe juz happy. hahaha~ but who cares?! enjoy oni~ i gonna buy lots of things back!!
as for some others, within hrs, RIPCURL beach vball competition would start. best wishes to all e contestants~!!!! though winning is important, most of all is still enjoy e game.
went to ying's hse for majong wif bro jan, kia n ying. as usual, i managed not to lose. instead, i won some $. hahaha~
"e idea is not to lose" was smth i kept saying during playing. wat i means here is winning is not e main idea. however, losing is oso not e main idea too. but is to keep e amt of $$ lose as low as possible. though not from someone professional, but at least it make some sense. right? hahaha~
okie dokie~ gonna catch some slp before flying. miss me guys~ n hope malaysia got wireless for me to use. hahaha.. good night~!!! n good bye!!
Gina X)
what we could have been, 6:49 PM.
weather: fine
mood: great
alright! 2day is my 1st day of work in IKEA as a cashier. cool man~ though i hate 1st day of work. but i really learned lots of things. all thanks to my senior VJ. she's really a very good colleague. 2day my actual senior buddy, pelin?, wasn't here, so VJ took over. she's great, hope tt senior buddy of my will be juz like her. hahaha~
seriously, being a staff there was kinda fun. really~!! felt so professional. hahaha~
there's one super nasty customer i met 2day. she complains alot. n her husband was so polite, wonder how he stands her ATTITUDE. though she turns into a total gentle woman in front of him.
met 2 super duper woopy looper rich women 2day. one of them, from indo. she took out a $100000 note to pay her $7k bills! n normally ppl use credit card to paid tt huge amt, but she simply paid it straight using cash!! many staffs took down e series no., planned to buy 4D. hahaha~
another was a korean lady. she took out her LV wallet. n guess wat?! in her wallet, i can't find any small notes!!! e smallest amt is a few of $10 note. e rest? all $1000, $100 n $50 notes. freaking rich man~ erm.. WOMAN!! hahaha..
anyway, things look pretty successful 2day. hope everything will always go smoothly. hahaha~ n here's my pic of my new name tag n batch!!
okie~ i'm super beat 2day. n i'm goin to take off on sat morning!! still pondering whether to bring lappy anot..? malaysia got wireless? need sign up?? hai.. still thinking~~
good night~~!!
Gina =)
what we could have been, 4:51 PM.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
weather: fine/slight rain
mood: fine
planned to go swimming wif bro jan in e morning, ended up continue slping at home. hahaha~ lata in e afternoon, went to GAP to find bro fann n acc her for dinner at pepper lunch. den rushed back to CWP to watch WALL-E wif mei duck maoquan mervin n weilin.
its quite a nice show. but u muz use child point of view to watch it. or else u might find it abit boring. however, e show is very very cute. hahaha~ gonna watch.
one funny thing happened. we went into e theatre, n i thought i dropped my mp3. so i told them n went looking for it. its dark, n we barely sees anything. mervin heard n tried looking for me. during e search, i realized my mp3 is in my another hand! hahaha~ mervin gave me e look of wat e?! XD
after e movie, i look down at smth weird on e floor. n mervin quickly said: "dun tell me ur mp3 dropped again! i'm not goin to look for u!!" hahahaha~~
n tt stupid duck. kept on calling himself sunny boy?! wavy duck sounds much more better.
i'm glad to find myself grew up in a family like i'm now. although i do suffer physical when young. but i somehow learn to be a better person when i grew up. n oso learn to treasure everyone in my life.
i somehow realized tt, if u r brought up in a family wif siblings violent. u somehow will more likely to be a outgoing person. if u r brought up in a family wif educational teaching. u somehow will more likely to be an arrogant n straight person. n e straight i'm talking abt here is not u r gay(not straight) or normal(straight). but is straight forward in speaking.
but these r wat i normally sees lah. not very accurate. but somehow its true in certain extent.
chat wif my cousin juz now. n she said my english like P1!! wah kao~ my angmo really tt bad meh? me singaporean mah. lah leh loh hoh is normal wat. probably she's too young lah. tts y dun understand my english. YA! tts MUST be e reason!! hahahaha~~~ ya lah. i'm making myself feel better over here.
okie~ gonna go drink my ah pa tonic. *yucks!* sometime i dun think it should call tonic. its more like a toxic to me man.. taste so weird! anyway, its juz a letter different. so lets juz DRINK IT! hahahaha~ cya!
Gina X)
what we could have been, 3:34 PM.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
weather: fine/ raining
mood: relax
went to see grandma in e morning. she indeed old alot le. but at least she's still around.
took bus n pass by grandpa's hse. he like so lonely sia.. sad~~
anyway, meet bros to go bpp makan subway. den off to NP for vball training. it was raining at first, so jan fann ben n i went to borrow vball. i still lie to e guard tt his is very handsome sia!!! hahahaha~ in e end, still didn't managed to borrow it. cuz e weather is bad, n there is no way we r allow to play indoor. so we went back to stadium. in e end, seniors already took e basket of vball out le. damn it.. we still go pls till like shit sia. hahaha~~
lata in e evening, weather turn better. so we go to court to play matches.
end of training, we dun need to run! which is good~~ but for holidays oni. anyway, better den nth.
so a few of us, zongxian dominic ben zuoting fann jan n i went to market for supper. we plan not to eat, in e end still go market eat. hahaha~ sure fat!! den we all bus-ed home.
maybe i had been staying at home for too long. when 2day come out n met some many frenz. chatting, laughing, doin stupid things..etc. i actually really laugh till very happy. so thank guys~!!
okie~ 2moro will be a very long day for me to.. ENJOY!! hahaha. good night guys~!!
Gina =)
what we could have been, 2:37 PM.
weather: fine
mood: bored
slack at home for e whole morning. start packing my room in e afternoon. one word.. tiring!!
anyway, look at how neat e room was is kinda happy for me.
story time!
once there was a gal, she got a few close frenz. she thought she was e happiest one on earth. during secondary school time, they spent most of their time together. no matter is it study or shopping.
but this happiness doesn't last long. slowly, she felt e distance between them. e distance is getting wider n wider every single day. so she decided to ask her frenz wat goes wrong? y r they drifting apart? n of course she dun like it. but her frenz say nth n told her tt she think way too much.
e day for her to go back to her country has arrived. but still, she still have no clue y does her frenz ignore her although they were wif her. so she took e plane n fly off.
due to engine problem, e plane was unable to land properly n clash into e fence. linkage of oil cause huge explosion. n there she go. without knowing wat really went wrong between she n her frenz. n she still have lots of thing to share wif them. her happiness, sad things..etc.
to maintain a good relationship is not easy. knowing each other well n let e opposite noe wat went wrong in order to change for e better. who noes? maybe i would be like tt gal. gone. if so, i dun wanna gone knowing tt there's nth wrong abt me when there is. i wanna share every single stupid things tt happens around me. cuz tis is e way i think i will make someone smile or even laugh. no matter is it laugh becuz i'm stupid, clumsy or wat so ever. at least there's traces of happiness leave on ur face. regrets is a very scary thing.. i dun wanna cry. i dun wanna regret. cuz i wanna keep laughing.
alright~ got a terrible headaches now. cya~
Gina X|
what we could have been, 10:30 AM.
weather: heavy rain
mood: fine
stayed at home for e whole day. slpt till 3plus den woke up n lata in e afternoon watch Mens vball gold medal match. BRAZIL vs USA. yesterday night, Womens vball match was oso BRAZIL vs USA. it was a oso gold medal match too. n BRAZIL team won. BRAVO~~~
however, e Mens match, USA won. but its okie. they did their best. n both team did a great job.
BRAZIL mens team.
Giba, no. 7 and Murilo, no. 8. both was a very good spiker. they did so well in e match vs USA. good spike here n there.
Gustaro, no. 13 was a terrific blocker. block off tons of spike balls from USA.
and of course others in e team oso did a very good job in battling wif USA. like libero, bruno who was e youngest in e match...etc.
USA mens team.
Ball, no. 1 was a good setter. he set tons of good ball for his spiker n received lots of "slip-off block" too. his a person who can be spot easily. he have half his face covered wif moustache. wat a character. hahaha~ however, maybe some dun noe. he was 36 of age, which his coach regards him as someone who is risky to put in e '08 game. as he in his team does not get any medal in 3 straight olympics. awww man~~~ how can he said tt?! but, in e end, Lloy Ball still proved him wrong. WAY TO GO MAN~!!!!
Stanley, no. 8 n Lee, no. 4. both was very good at blocking. stanley is oso a strong spiker n server too. n he was oso named as e best server.
as for e gals in both team. they did a great job too. compared to e guys, there r more rally in e womens. brazil womens did terrific, as for usa womens did very well too. best of e best, so wat more can u ask for? hahaha~
Russian federation.
Volkov, no. 15 was named as e 4th BEST BLOCKER in e olympics. cool man~~ he jump very high too!!
Mikhaylov, no. 17 was e star player. he's really awesome~ n no. 18 performance was great too. but too bad. they were disappointed by USA.
yup~ 2day is e last day for Olympics. e closing ceremony was not bad. however, i think e opening ceremony was better. but too much faking here n there. so overall, its still okie.
2012 olympics will be held in London. woo~ hope it will be another wow wow performances.
alright~ tts all for 2day. congratulation n thanks to SINGAPORE TEAM for making us singaporean proud. of course, n fulfill dreams on our behalf. =)
good night~!!
Gina X)
what we could have been, 1:09 PM.
weather: heavy rain
mood: enjoy
went to sentosa wif 2 bros, ying n sharon. have a great time, though it was like raining cats n dog. but we still play under e rain. feeling... SHIOK!!
during playing, so happens tt jan n i bang into each other. guess wat? JAN SCRATCH AWAY ONE SLICE OF MY SKIN!!!! AHHHHH~~~~ hahaha.. when she look at her nails n pull my scratch off skin which is trap in her nail, she was like "wats tis...?" den of course, she went AHHHHHH~~~ hahaha.. hurts sia.. but nvm~ tis kind of thing do happens sometime. right..? hahaha~
went to shower at around 5 plus? during Q-ing, there's a gal cut e Q. worse still, she went right into e cubicle! e crowd behind was angry, n i even heard someone said: "hey! Q up leh!!" woo~ fierce...
anyway, went to vivo to have our dinner n bus-ed back to woodlands. was a really enjoying day, but somehow someone spoil a little of it. anyway, went to taiji n back home.
sometime i really dun noe wat u wan from me! is like did i step on ur tail or smth? e past is e past. u wanna bring it up again is fine wif me. i can be a good player in tis kinda game. trust me! however, i simply dun wanna waste my time on some useless bitch. *oops~~ i didn't mean to say tt..*
anyway, if u think u can provoke me in some kind of ways u may thought of. go ahead~ maybe tis will make u feel better. in e end of e day, u r juz one pathetic freak. i dun give a damn. n dun worry, i won't comment on u anymore. cuz, is simply juz a waste of time. so go ahead n make it loud. i noe u enjoy doin so~ *smile*
okie~ gonna grab some slp. i'm beat. good night all~~
Gina X)
what we could have been, 5:01 PM.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
weather: rainy
mood: fine
planned to meet sharon to study. in e end she couldn't make it. so i have to make my way back home.
walk on e route i used to walk for 6yrs.
look at e unchanged environment.
kinda miss those old days..
but there's still some differences.
e swing is no longer there..
e single road had been changed..
most of all, e school is no longer my school.
sometime i'm thinking.
"y do they still keep e back gate? y do they still keep e last building? y do they still keep e steep slope? y do they still keep things tt doesn't belong to them? y..?"
but i some how still felt thankful to tt.
at least there are smth i can miss of. at least there are smth tt can remind me of e good old days. at least they didn't remove every single trace of things tt once accompany me throughout e 6 yrs of life..
sometime is not e things around us tt changed. sometime is we ourselves. when some ppl start questioning "y everyone have changed? y thing aren't like before?..." why not ask urself, did u changed? if u r sure tt u r not part of e one who have caused tis ending, den u may question urself wif tis question by all means. things do change. not oni u. but me n others too. environment do change too. is juz tt, sometime human being change much more faster. in a incredible n frightening speed..
alright~ enough of those emo stuff. hahaha~
went to watch "MEET DAVE" juz now wif bro fann, mei n sharon. is quite a nice movie. but some may think its bored. there's one lady in e movie named gina, which so happen to be e same name as me. there's a part where another lady was jealous of her n start scolding her "fat woman". n my beloved bro start LAUGHING NON-STOP!! but nvm~ in e end, tt jealous lady said: "actually, Gina isn't tt fat after all.." WUAHAHAHAHA~~~ tt explains bro fann pm. XD
okie dokie. gonna go do some work loh. good night~~
Gina =)
what we could have been, 3:08 PM.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
weather: super sunny
mood: fine
2day went to sentosa wif my classmates. it should be an enjoying starts, however i received a call from EE division. a guy named mr chan ask whether am i available on 1st of sept till end of sept for an attachment at mediacorps. n GREAT~!! i'm not in singapore during e 1st 3 days... ~!@#$%^&*
ahh~~~~~ THERE GOES MY ATTACHMENT!!!!! damn it damn it..
told tis to ah bu n she asked me to go attachment. den i ask how abt e air ticket? n she say no choice have to waste it loh if i really wanna go for e attachment.. HOW CAN I DO TT?! of course go holidays lah.. hahaha~
hai.. hope next time still can get e attachment to mediacrop loh...
anyway, not many ppl go 2day. n fiona e one who was e most steady one in e end didn't turn up.. hahahaha~
we went to palawan beach. one word, DESERTED! n e worse thing is, e sand over there dun feel like sand to me. its more like ROCK!! but we still have fun over there. we play lots of games n ronney busy taking e pics.
a while lata, we planned to go siloso beach instead. den erza n wardah left early. we played beach vball match, eat tibits...etc. in e end of e day, soonheng saw his ideal gal in e sea cycle e so called boat? he den quickly pull 3 frenz n go rent one of them, n off he go to "chase" his fairlady. hahaha~ we even make fun of him. result? he get her phone no. n start msging her. everytime u see him busy msging, his mouth majiang cannot close up. hahaha~
shop around vivo till 10pm den sit at e stairs area to drink our milk n eat our snack. wait for soonheng they all n we all took train back home. on our journey, took quite alot of pics. all e pics i shall upload it up next time when i got it from them. conclusion: ENJOY!
sometime i dun noe whether tis trip to malaysia was it smth tt i should be happy abt? becuz of tis trip, i couldn't attend my PSP camp. which they say is compulsory. nvm~
becuz of tis trip, i couldn't join rip curl beach vball which will be held on 30th of aug. e date where i set off. nvm~
becuz of tis trip, i couldn't attend my attachment. wat e hell?! Y EVERYTHING FALLS ON E SAME DAYS??!?!?!?!?!
i wonder when will be e next time they schedule me for mesiacorp attachment le... sad~~~
alright. my body now is freaking burning hot n my mental need to calm down from tis sudden bang. hahaha~ good night!
Gina =|
what we could have been, 2:58 PM.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
weather: windy
mood: relax
YIPPEE~!! finally i can relax le. woohoo~ exam finally OVER!!!
have not been slping for many hrs. yesterday after exam, when to eat subway n den off to bro fann's hse to SLP! while mei sharon n fann still need to study. however, minmin came back home n wake me up. so i oni gain back around 20% of my energy from slp. though i slpt 4 hrs plus. muahahaha~
have lots of fun in fann's hse. playing wif her dog n sis, reading magazines...blah blah blah. we even took an interesting video of minmin dancing to e music. hahaha~ boey tahan.
her parents even treat me dinner. wanna pay them but fann insisted not to take it. touched once again~~ hahahaha!!
reached home at around 11plus. fall aslp in e living room once again till 5 plus den crawl back to my room to continue my dream. hahaha~
planned to do hw in e library e next day. which is 2day.. but.. here i'm BLOGGING!! hahaha~
doesn't really have e time to "chase" olympics tis year. juz so happens tt it falls on e exam period. damn it. but i still managed to watch e last 6 days of competition, which is e best of e best? i suppose so.
Michael phelps, swimmer of USA. one word to describe him.. AWESOME~!!
23 of age, winning so many gold medals, broke so many records.. most importantly, he claims e title of "BEST OLYMPIAN". omg~~ tt title was given to someone else in 1972. in 2008 broke e record n claim this title. can u imagine? how long would take another person to actually break his record? tough man indeed.
Liu Xiang, runner of China. he's one of e hope of China. STRONG~!!
25 of age, he had achieved lots of medals. however, he injured his leg n was disqualified for e race. poor man~ but his sportsmanship is smth we can learn from. although during warm-up he already sense smth was wrong wif his leg, he continue to carry on. until e race started, he den realised he cannot make it anymore. he den force himself to withdraw from e race. he tried. at least he tried. he even apologized to his fellow China supporters for e withdrawal. n i was told tt e silent of e stadium was really scary. some even cried for him. but he will be e one who disappointed in himself e most. jia you ba liu xiang. u still young. chiong ah~~
okie~ enough of e other countries athletes. though i still have tons of them to say. hahaha~ lets move our attention to Singapore player.
Tao Li, swimmer of Singapore. hope of Singapore. 18 of age, she came in 5th in swimming. n here we r saying was, she is e world ranking 5th. although she didn't managed to carry a medal back home, however she not oni rank 5th but oso broke e asia record. strong n tough! n guess wat?! her birthday was on e 10th Jan. which mean she is one day before me man. COOL~~~ hahaha..
n of course last but not least, our singapore women table tennis team. for 48 yrs we finally won a medal. though they didn't managed to grab a gold, but at least they tried real hard. moreover, they r facing e strongest team, China. they r good in table tennis. good job team~!!
however i heard lots of negative comments on them. like saying them lousy, losing to China. come on~ if u think a game like tis is easy, y didn't u get into e team in e 1st place? although is juz a comment, but u guys shouldn't make it sound so awful. after all, they r one of us. so no matter wat, we should say thanks to them for making Sinagpore this small country proud. WAY TO GO TEAM~~!!
alright enough of all i wanna say loh. gonna continue my slp. some how feel like not enough slp sio. n do u noe? recent report said tt teenager does not have min. 6.5hrs of slp have high chances of getting high blood pressure. so night walkers n chiong-ster out there, its time to have a break. HAVE A KITKAT~ hahaha. good night~
Gina X)
what we could have been, 4:00 PM.
weather: rainy
mood: tired
yeah~ there goes 2 papers.. didn't study much, so i wasn't really upset abt it. juz kinda pek chey.
anyway, right after ELTECH exam 2day i rushed to toa payoh for my taiji competition. received a call from bro fann whom ask me to jia you, touched~~~ hahaha.
tis was my 1st time in such a big competition. or should i say.. serious? guess who i met 2day.. MR TNG!! omg~ my mda lecturer. can't believe his one of our opponents man.. hahaha~ he's oso kinda shock seeing me there too.
i dun think i did well 2day. personally lah. i didn't managed to get my legs up. i'm not use to e mat man!! its kinda unbalance standing on it. to keep my balance, i didn't rise my legs high. shit...
however, we sill get quite a good score n came in 4th position. maybe i didn't make mistakes, we get higher score? hai~~
shifu once told me tt taiji competition is never fair. now, i kinda believe it. e one we performed, none of e judges noe abt it. although they do seen before, they still dun really noe e part where is important. so we didn't really get high score.
however, tis is not e main reason. theres a group whom perform super duper good(though i seen their best before), they still lost to one group. at 1st every judges give high score, but e main judges dun like it so called everyone to discuss before giving e score again. y is tis so? u may wonder. cuz one of e group is actually under her teaching, so she wan them to win. to do so, e oni way is to lower others score. her reputation is bad becuz of all her actions. as long as she's around, everyone will noe e result of e competition le. how evil man~~ tt group simply did way better den her students leh. even e audiences think so too. is way too obivous man. hahaha~ after e result showed, e audiences even "boo" at e judges. WAY TO GO AUDIENCES~!!!!
one thing to be happy abt is, we heard lots of positive comments abt us from e audiences. who be our spy? of course my SUPER MOTHER!! hahaha~
shifu treat us go makan after e competition. den we went to take his cab. when we abt to walk to e carpark, shifu stop outside a shop. so all of us oso stop wif him. some thought he was looking at e promotion board, others thought he was thinking where he park his car. guess wat? none of e reason mentioned above was e reason y he stop. suddenly, he said : "hmm~ aircon. hahaha~"
AHAHAHAHA~~ damn funny sia. n his facial expression is majiang a kids finally got his ice-cream, giving tt satisfied look.
finally accomplished most of e stuff le. wat i left now will be ENGMEC. muz try to do well in tis module loh. k nah~ i'd not been slping much recently. worse still, i got more den one day didn't slp le. my eyelids is CLOSING~!!!! hahaha.. gonna run. cya~~
Gina =)
what we could have been, 7:59 AM.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
weather: fine
mood: chill chill
went to fiona's hse 2day. before tt meet grace n go to Ikea together. have a job interview over there. hope things would turn out fine? hope e manager would allow my frenz to go over n work too. hahaha~
we gonna take bus to fiona's hse. n seriously, grace n i totally look like 2 idiots lah. hahaha~ u noe wat? i ask her whether she noe how to go or not after fiona explain over e phone to her, n she say yes. however, we went up e bus for quite sometime den she start asking me.. "erm.. did we past by a secondary sch?", "past by renovation coffee shop already?"..etc.
ya cute~~ NOW DEN ASK ME! hahaha.. so we were like playing guessing game through out e whole journey. but we somehow still managed to reach fiona's hse safe n sound. hahaha..
anyway.. exam starts on friday. n guess wat? i haven't start studying yet!!! damn it... been rushing mda recently. n went back home already dun feel like studying le. hai~ gonna make use of e time i'd now. shit shit shit!!!!
btw IPHONE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE~!!!! yippee~ but it definitely super duper woopy looper expensive one loh. but i would try my best to get my hands on it~!!!! provided i didn't change my mind lah.. hahaha~
gonna slp loh. buai buai~~
Gina =)
what we could have been, 4:49 PM.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
weather: raining/ fine
mood: okie
once there was a frenz said tt she admired me for not having anyone in mind. sometime came to think of tt, i'm kinda happy abt it too.
i'd never been in a relationship before n seriously i'm glad abt it. liking someone is kinda terrible for me. not oni u spend time thinking of him. for me, i think i will be an idiot laughing to myself, staring in blank space, n even imagination gone haywire sia. hahaha~
however, i think i had been occupying all my times wif things till i dun have time for all those thinking. hmm~ i think tts e reason! hahaha~
human r weird creature when come to relationship.
if u like someone, simply juz let e person noe it lah. wat r u waiting for? X'mas? ya~ maybe u might be thinking, tis fellow over here making everything sounds easy. but sometime things r really easy to accomplish, wat u need here is actually a liitle courage. for wat u might think. courage for saying how u feel, courage for accepting e fact, courage to continue to be frenz or lover... blah blah blah.
but one thing u muz be clear abt. if after asking, e result is a negative one. let it go. wat for making urself suffer in e impossible relationship. there r more flowers~
however, if u think there's a possibility tt e table will turn. den wait will be e best solution.why u might think. cuz waiting may seems smth retarded, but tis process not oni allowing opposite side to consider abt it but oso for u to think whether is it a right choice for urself or not. is she or he e one? r u ready for tis? etc.
relationship is a complicated stuff. however, thinking positive will always help u get lesser wound.
bur? indecisive?
ask ur frenz for help. like e chinese saying, "outsiders will always be e one whom noes/sees e situation e clearest". ask them for opinion, but decision is still in ur hand. take their suggestion as reference oni. cuz in end of e day, u r e one who is in e relationship. not ur frenz.
Gina =)
what we could have been, 4:51 PM.
weather: super sunny
mood: kinda sad
great~ waste another day again. hahaha! actually.. not really nah.
went to pai my uncle 2day. looking at his pic, flashback of him playing wif me simply appear in my helmet head.
anyway, saw big bro's frenz "fan yao jing" pic somewhere near my uncle's. he's e one who die in e plane clash in taiwan if i not wrong. poor fellow. can u imagine?! leaving e place where ur frenz is juz a min ago, loud bang! ur frenz gone. drama sia...
den ah bu n i went to ang mo kio hub to buy insurance and have my lunch there. shop here n there till 6plus den reached home. rest a while, in e night when for taiji practice once again. ya.. competition is on tis coming sat. "great"... one of e exam oso on tt day. cute...
life is kinda fragile
living it to e fullest will be my next goal.
how to do tt?
actually i oso dun noe.
hahaha~
anyway, recently kinda felt e presence of "good brother". think too much? not enough slp? maybe~
lets take one example. juz now i'm so irritate by e door knocking sound. thought came from e neighbour. maybe he or she didn't bring e key wif them, so they r knocking for someone to let them in. however, when i when to check it out. e sound stop. but no sound of opening door was heard. so sudden. weird isn't it?
so wat was it? WHO was it? imagine it urself ba. hahaha~
Gina X)
what we could have been, 4:17 PM.
weather: fine/ slight rain
mood: stress
a very long frenz saw my nick one day and send me a video link. he ask me to watch it without telling me wat is it. so i click it. its xiao zhong singing, n i burst into laughter as i'm not prepare for tis. is damn funny man. his facial expression, e way he's trying to pull his way up.. etc.
so thanks to tis frenz of my, i really did feel more relax and really make my day better. THANK YOU~~
i realised one thing.
if someone ask for comment on something related to them or without asking, tt person simply say into their faces. they would tends to listen more to e bad comments instead of taking in e good too. in another words, e bad ones always cover e goods.
there r 2 types of ppl who take in bad comments.
1, although they took it in but they won't sulk deep within them. however, they take it as a form of encouragement for themselves. push themselves harder, make necessary changes n make things more perfect.
e other type will be taking in bad comments n start to think all abt it. making itself suffer. wonder "huh~ really huh..?", "y sia..?" ...blah blah blah. y make urself suffer? accept it n start thinking abt how to solve it.
by saying these dun mean tt we shouldn't take in bad comments. but although we hear all sort of comments, we muz noe how to make it useful to us. for example, someone comment tt ur skill sucks. to prove it tt it isn't, u should improve it! in e end, u r e one who benefits. no one else. n e one who commented on u, r e one who pushed u. or so called motivated u. however, some commented on others simply mouth itchy or wat. but who cares? sometimes it make sense isn't it? abit?
conclusion, no one likes ppl who comment smth bad on us. learn how to turn e table to make it benefit to self is part of survival. u wanna stay in e game? den learn how to survive.
Gina =)
what we could have been, 4:11 PM.
weather: warm/ slight rain
mood: happy/ stress
1st of all, HAPPY 43TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE~~!!!!!
went back to school for MDA n COMPRO project. 1st of all, i gonna apologize to fiona n peilin. i really got lots of things to do cuz i place it all in e end to finish it. i dun think i help much in MDA n i'm really very sorry abt tt. i would try my best to do watever i'm suppose to do de.
as for COMPRO, finally all handed up. nth to worry abt it le.
do all tis till 7 plus den leave sch to meet jayda for kengyang's BBQ. although is tiring, but i still wanna go his BBQ. we r quite many yrs of frenz, muz at least make it nah.
went there n met lots of old pals. have fun oso. really was myself when met them. i means compare to other guys lah. chill chill frenz~~ hahaha. nizar brought chivas over. drank a few small cup, kinda taste weird neh. but steph say was fine. maybe smth wrong wif my tastebud. hahaha~
after a while, went back home together wif jayda. wanna stay longer but cannot, cuz i still got project need to hand in. sian..
went to see avt blog. conflict man. woohooo~~~ hahaha. not tt happy actually. for wat sio?
anyway everything start becuz of mr M. trying to defence himself n say out smth tt he shouldn't have. result? shoot by lots of v21 ppl.
y split so clearly? our course not many ppl already still wanna say v11 oni? v21 oni? for wat sio. does it make u happier or bring up ur status by clearing ur ties wif us? or does we v21 disgrace u?
come on~ let me be clear. we v21 is united in our own ways. is not obvious n there is no need to be. so if u wanna split so clearly, in e end of e day v21 n v11 will still be together. but u will not be in e picture, unless u forcefully wanna use superglue to paste ur pic in. but u r juz making urself to feel better. tts so pathetic man~
okie enough of tis crap. hahaha~ gonna chiong for all works le. cya~
Gina =)
what we could have been, 4:37 PM.
weather: simply HOT
mood: peace
went back to sch early for filming. everything went smoothly, settled down at SIM megabites to do some necessary capture..blah blah blah.
den off we go to our COMPRO lesson. 4pm... PRACTICAL TEST PLUS MCQ!!! wah kao~ majiang extra value meal sio. hahaha~~
result..? nightmares...
anyway, after tt went to meet bro jan and ah mei for dinner at BK. chat n laugh alot too. hai~~ tons of hw man.... damn it..
watch drama series juz now. n tis is wat she said.. "once a cat is being abandoned, it will NEVER return."
yeah.. it sounded e same but instead of abandoned..
u leave urself..
maybe if i noe u r leaving, i would have spent e last moment wif u.
but u never let me noe.
u never give me e chance to.
although hundreds of times i'd been telling myself tt u may be under someone's care.
but i never noe.
wat i can do is oni pray tt u r alright.
i dun need u to come back
but at least be happy at e place u r in right now.
wat i left to say now is oni..
i miss u...
found tis song suddenly. kinda love it. maybe i would think of changing my blog song to tis. X)
WestLife -- Why do i love you
Suddenly she'sLeavingSuddenly thePromise of love has goneSuddenlyBreathing seems so hard to doCarefully youPlanned itI got to know justA minute to late, oh girlnow I understand itAll the times weMade love togetherBaby you were thinking of himWhy do I love youDon't even want toWhy do I love you like I doLike I always doYou should've told meWhy did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)Why do I love you like I doAin't gonna show noWeaknessI'm gonna smileAnd tell the whole world I'm fineI'm gonna keep my sensesBut deep downWhen no one can hear meBaby I'll be crying for youWhy do I love youDon't even want toWhy do I love you like I doLike I always doYou should've told meWhy did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)Why do I love you like I doCan't go backCan't eraseBaby your smiling face oh noI can think of nothing else but youSuddenlyWhy do I love youDon't even want toWhy do I love you like I doLike I always doYou should've told meWhy did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)Why do I love you like I do
Gina
what we could have been, 2:58 PM.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
weather: super humid
mood: fine
"why so serious...?"
sound familiar? hahaha~ went to watch "e dark knight" juz now wif bro fann, mei n ying. is a nice movie and is super long too. lucky i go toilet during watching, or else my bladder would burst if i hold it till e end of e movie. hahaha~~
kinda think tis song is quite meaningful to many situation i heard. although is kinda old, but still nice in some way..
Beautiful -- Christina Aguilera
[Spoken]
Don't look at me
Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the fame, I'm so ashamed
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today
To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone and the puzzle undone
That's the way it is
You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words won't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words won't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today…
No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay
And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today
so tts all for 2day. got COMPRO test 2moro, filming 2moro... damn it. time is pressing in. JIA YOU ba..
Gina =)
what we could have been, 2:41 PM.
weather: super hot
mood: super tired/ sian
ah~~~ went to "jia toe" (dinner) yesterday. shouldn't have drink so much beer. ah man~~
anyway, as usual, woke up late for school once again. during lab, water tap seems to be on. "keep flowing~ keep keep flowing below~~". hahaha!!! i was immobilized right after i stood up. majiang one step i took, everything will gone case. stupid Marcus still asked y am i not moving.. hahaha~
i'm totally not in e mood sio. totally sian~~ its a gal thing. moreover, my eyelids dun feel like opening everytime i blink my eyes. hahahaha~ even kia oso say i 2day not high, finally quiet. so u think so...? hahahaha~
thought of goin home actually, but i still hold on to it till end of sch. STRONG~!!! XD
2day after sch, chiong back home to take a nice shower. den in e night, went to cwp to meet mei they all for movie. "Money not enough 2". ah man~~~ is super nice can!!! is very funny but in e same time is super sad too. my tears majiang free one, kept rolling down my cheeks! ahahaha~ n is red n swollen. ah man~~
after watching e movie, u may wanna treat ur parents well. NEVER treat taking care of them as a burden man! after all, they once taken care of u. did they ever thought u as a burden? come to think of tt, do u still wanna put them in a place they dun wan? although sometime when u did smth hurtful to them, they may say is okie or nvm. but who noes, maybe they r crying under their blanket. treasure ur parents while they r still around.
NOBODY LIKES REGRET~!!!
PARTNER didn't come for sch, ronney n frec oso didn't make it as well. wonder where they go eat snake??? hahaha~ or secretly hide at home chiong for all subjects?!?!?! hahaha~~
k nah~ i'm super tired 2day. gonna get all my SLP BACK~!!!!
so tata~~
Gina X)
what we could have been, 3:29 PM.
weather: warm
mood: super duper happy
went to paipai in noon time wif ah bu. is really been a while since O'lvl where i went there to paipai. den lata in e afternoon, meet bro fann n sharon to go back to sec sch for honors day. meet lots of old frenz n of course all e teachers nah. hahaha~ how wish they would give us $, but they didn't.. instead, they gave us popular vouchers. I WAN MONEY LAH.....
anyway, back t track. hahaha~ bro fann got Top scorer award for POA. while sharon got Colours award for Volleyball. as for me, i got a Top scorer award for Chinese.
I'm super happy one can~ i never really do well in my studies in my sec sch life sio.. the most is oni got improvement in order to promote to next lvl. kinda shocking actually. WUAHAHAHA~~
here goes another happy thing. i FINALLY got my VBALL SHOE~!!! tis time round is Mizuno. cool man~~ hahaha. but to my baby acis, i would 4get u de. i'll continue to use u till e end. PROMISE~!!! hahaha. talking to a shoe.. werid~
hai~ exam coming. taiji competition oso coming. wat e hell~~ stress ah..
BUT I WILL JIA YOU DE~!!!!! i muz score well. i wanna go to e attachment i wanna go to! i dun wan those wooloo wooloo one..
anyway, after e prize presentation bro fann n i meet yingying for dinner at sweesen in cwp. is really damn full. but enjoy e meal alot, we chat n gossips wif things after happening recently. hahaha~
ah~ damn it. thought of tons of hw n project haven't finished simply makes my head turn big! jia you ba!
life still goes on
dun let those ppl affect u tt easily.
seeing how annoy my frenz was
simply let me learn how to relax.
world won't stop turning juz becuz u r in trouble.
life still goes on.
no matter whether u r happy or not.
so why not make everyday a happy day?
maybe sometime avoid is e best solution after all~ =)
Gina X)
what we could have been, 5:54 PM.
okie...
i'm confused..
believe it or not??
i dun noe..
true or juz faking??
i'm not sure..
i felt its alright after all
but angry when saw certain thing
or maybe i should take it easy..?
i got attitude
i am stubborn
i dun show respect towards someone i should show to
tis is wat some thinks.
however, i thought tis is a way i like to be wif frenz.
casual, siao..
but not everyone can accept perhaps..
fine~ i'll do watever i was told to be done.
done it nice n try to perfect it.
i'll oni be myself when i think i can
end.
what we could have been, 3:21 PM.
weather: sunny
mood: super tired
well~ once in a yr festival is here again.. GHOST FESTIVAL. wonder how many of them would i see tis yr..? hahaha~ oh course best is see none of them nah. however before e gate ever open, i'd seen one. she have good conduct indeed, tts y early dismissal. HAHAHAHA~
chiong to sch for MOL thingy. whole day busy doin my EG1. my eyes is bursting le lah~ after sch went for filming. almost done le, but camera went flat. ah man~~~ we left e final part sio... but we did done a great job 2day. WUAHAHAHA~
simply love my classmates more n more. festival is here, n they noe i always met those "good buddy" or wat so ever. other den acc we to e toilet, even ask for my safety. ah man~ i'm really touched. serious~~ love u guys!!! hahaha..
i simply hate double faces ppl. tis dun work man~ however... i think tis time round i'd mistaken smth. but tis was e lata part nah. but.. nah~ 4get it. wat u like to make e things look like den do as u wish. change topic change topic~~~
realised after i went into NP, i met tons of good frenz. funny ones, caring ones...etc. etc. hope everything goes according to plan. nice n steady. MUAHAHAHA~
exam is around e corner le.. damn it~~ i muz score good grades... is a MUST~~!!!!!
HAHAHA~ all e best to me ba. FIGHTO~~~
Gina XD
what we could have been, 1:01 PM.