Sunday, November 30, 2008
weather: warm?
mood: tired
oh gosh~ my blog is rotting. hahaha.
alright. wat to said? things simply juz can't get any "luckier". got into committee of vball. when they announce, i was still discussing e newspaper wif shiting when suddenly i saw my pic on e screen! OH MY FREAKING GOD!!!! felt kinda awkward in there.
den after tt, rushed for primers meeting. guess wat? i got into e committee. nvm~ this sounds okie. here come e drama part.. i was choosen for being e vice-president of e exco!!! ya.. great..
how should i put it? happy? not really.. confused? probably.. my tis kind of pattern oso can get into this kind of position?! y doesn't my vball skill get this kind of luck too? hahaha.
commitment commitment commitment. its all abt tt. my life in NP? it shall never be a boring one.
through all these
i learn how to take things easily.
so wat if e focus not on u?
so wat if no one cares?
so wat if ur love ones hurt u?
so wat if no one noes wat exactly u r thinking?
so wat if ppl misunderstand u?
so wat if things doesn't turn out to be e way u wan it to be?
life still go on.
dun ask me who i referring to.
dun ask me y i think it tis way.
who cares?
tis is e conclusion i get from all things tt happened.
i'm goin to be who i really wanna be.
i'm goin to get my god damn skill back.
once i have it.
now i lose it.
but future i gonna grab it tight in my hand.
my destiny is in my hand.
though i screw it now.
i'm goin to fix it back.
laugh while u can now.
cuz GINA POH is on her way to trash ur destiny.
"give up" is not in my dictionary. though it doesn't carry much words. hahaha.
GINA IS COMING
run people. RUN!! muahahahaha..
mood: tired
oh gosh~ my blog is rotting. hahaha.
alright. wat to said? things simply juz can't get any "luckier". got into committee of vball. when they announce, i was still discussing e newspaper wif shiting when suddenly i saw my pic on e screen! OH MY FREAKING GOD!!!! felt kinda awkward in there.
den after tt, rushed for primers meeting. guess wat? i got into e committee. nvm~ this sounds okie. here come e drama part.. i was choosen for being e vice-president of e exco!!! ya.. great..
how should i put it? happy? not really.. confused? probably.. my tis kind of pattern oso can get into this kind of position?! y doesn't my vball skill get this kind of luck too? hahaha.
commitment commitment commitment. its all abt tt. my life in NP? it shall never be a boring one.
through all these
i learn how to take things easily.
so wat if e focus not on u?
so wat if no one cares?
so wat if ur love ones hurt u?
so wat if no one noes wat exactly u r thinking?
so wat if ppl misunderstand u?
so wat if things doesn't turn out to be e way u wan it to be?
life still go on.
dun ask me who i referring to.
dun ask me y i think it tis way.
who cares?
tis is e conclusion i get from all things tt happened.
i'm goin to be who i really wanna be.
i'm goin to get my god damn skill back.
once i have it.
now i lose it.
but future i gonna grab it tight in my hand.
my destiny is in my hand.
though i screw it now.
i'm goin to fix it back.
laugh while u can now.
cuz GINA POH is on her way to trash ur destiny.
"give up" is not in my dictionary. though it doesn't carry much words. hahaha.
GINA IS COMING
run people. RUN!! muahahahaha..
what we could have been, 6:06 PM.
Monday, November 24, 2008
weather: fine/ raining
mood: contented
i'm seems to be so lucky 2day!
first, i woke up on time. spent little time on waiting for bus. little time on waiting for MRT. n i reached workplace 20min early! awesome~~~
anyway, went to find some pants at Queensway shopping centre. but in e end bought an Adidas shoes instead. hahaha~ really like it. i almost bought one training shoes for vball too. but come to think of it, i wanna get rid of my new one 1st.
anyone whose feet is 25.5 and wanna buy a pair of Mizuno training shoes. COME FIND ME!!! hahaha~
alright~ is school day again. got tons of hw and revisions haven't done yet. classmates seem to be way ahead of me. AHHHHHHHHHH~~~ gonna buck up buck up!!!!!
sweet dreams everyone~
Gina =)
mood: contented
i'm seems to be so lucky 2day!
first, i woke up on time. spent little time on waiting for bus. little time on waiting for MRT. n i reached workplace 20min early! awesome~~~
anyway, went to find some pants at Queensway shopping centre. but in e end bought an Adidas shoes instead. hahaha~ really like it. i almost bought one training shoes for vball too. but come to think of it, i wanna get rid of my new one 1st.
anyone whose feet is 25.5 and wanna buy a pair of Mizuno training shoes. COME FIND ME!!! hahaha~
alright~ is school day again. got tons of hw and revisions haven't done yet. classmates seem to be way ahead of me. AHHHHHHHHHH~~~ gonna buck up buck up!!!!!
sweet dreams everyone~
Gina =)
what we could have been, 5:13 PM.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
weather: raining/ fine
mood: woohooo
late for sch once again. dun like to come to sch. wat i wan is juz SLP!! i need to go wonder in my LALA land. i NEED! but somehow, i dun have e chance to. TIRED!!!
there will always be happiness
and sadness to balance out.
whose life can always be perfect?
go e way they wan?
always happy?
WHO?
if u noe someone like tt, pls tell me.
cuz he/she muz be a freak!
n i definitely wanna make him/her my MASTER!!
hahaha
life doesn't always go in e way u wan it to.
wats most important of all is to be urself.
pls dun change
pls dun change to adapt e enviroment
pls dun change to adapt e evil society
cuz u never win.
wat brings along is oni unhappiness, suffer, torture blah blah blah.
rmb tis
The world won't slow down its pace to let you catch up.
The earth won't stop turning just because you does.
so, gather up all ur sadness. dumb it into a bin. dun let it scatter around, cuz police might fine ya. n continue wif ur journey. GET UR BUTT MOVING!!
catch up wif ur frenz. at least u got companion on tis lonely road.
all e best! cuz i wanna move on too. i have to complete tis path of my myself. stop for a break? of course can. but if too long, u might as well slp n never get up.
Gina=)
mood: woohooo
late for sch once again. dun like to come to sch. wat i wan is juz SLP!! i need to go wonder in my LALA land. i NEED! but somehow, i dun have e chance to. TIRED!!!
there will always be happiness
and sadness to balance out.
whose life can always be perfect?
go e way they wan?
always happy?
WHO?
if u noe someone like tt, pls tell me.
cuz he/she muz be a freak!
n i definitely wanna make him/her my MASTER!!
hahaha
life doesn't always go in e way u wan it to.
wats most important of all is to be urself.
pls dun change
pls dun change to adapt e enviroment
pls dun change to adapt e evil society
cuz u never win.
wat brings along is oni unhappiness, suffer, torture blah blah blah.
rmb tis
The world won't slow down its pace to let you catch up.
The earth won't stop turning just because you does.
so, gather up all ur sadness. dumb it into a bin. dun let it scatter around, cuz police might fine ya. n continue wif ur journey. GET UR BUTT MOVING!!
catch up wif ur frenz. at least u got companion on tis lonely road.
all e best! cuz i wanna move on too. i have to complete tis path of my myself. stop for a break? of course can. but if too long, u might as well slp n never get up.
Gina=)
what we could have been, 4:26 PM.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
weather: bad
mood: happy
alright~ GALA! u dun need so many post de lah. i noe i noe. hahaha.
i think i will be back soon. patience patience.
once a frenz told me..
use 1 sec to 4get all trouble
use 1 min to think of something happy
use 1 hr to spend time wif someone i like
use 1 life time to care for someone i wan to
and of course 1 smile to accept her msg.
thx pal~ u really brighten my day.
ya. who knows? maybe e next moment when u step out of ur hse, u kenna bang by cars? or maybe slp slp slp, den suddenly die?
life is full of surprises n unexpectation. so y not live to e fullest?
u can say i look like idiot. look silly. but at least i'm true. i face my truest side of me. no matter emo, anger or happy. can u face ur truest side too? or r u trying to be someone who u r not suppose to be?
think again. being others is easy, however being urself is not really an easy task. perhaps it is even a nearly impossible mission for some cases. so who r u? u urself? or somebody else shadow?
HEY PEOPLE~ GINA POH IS BACK!!!!!!
Gina =]
mood: happy
alright~ GALA! u dun need so many post de lah. i noe i noe. hahaha.
i think i will be back soon. patience patience.
once a frenz told me..
use 1 sec to 4get all trouble
use 1 min to think of something happy
use 1 hr to spend time wif someone i like
use 1 life time to care for someone i wan to
and of course 1 smile to accept her msg.
thx pal~ u really brighten my day.
ya. who knows? maybe e next moment when u step out of ur hse, u kenna bang by cars? or maybe slp slp slp, den suddenly die?
life is full of surprises n unexpectation. so y not live to e fullest?
u can say i look like idiot. look silly. but at least i'm true. i face my truest side of me. no matter emo, anger or happy. can u face ur truest side too? or r u trying to be someone who u r not suppose to be?
think again. being others is easy, however being urself is not really an easy task. perhaps it is even a nearly impossible mission for some cases. so who r u? u urself? or somebody else shadow?
HEY PEOPLE~ GINA POH IS BACK!!!!!!
Gina =]
what we could have been, 5:06 PM.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
weather: fine
mood: not good
1st of all, i wanna congrats someone i love. FANN TEO TENG TENG WELCOME TO THE TEAM MAN!!!!!!!!! hahaha..
no sushi tei. no sakae. ya.. wanna go in e end all cannot make it.. well~ not much to said.
ya~ maybe u were right. e problem lies on me. me and my attitude..
wonder when does it starts. patience was gone. tolerance was gone. wat was left behind is oni short temper, impatience and attitude. e GINA tt everyone know seems to die off. laughter was gone. everything was gone.. leave me.
ya.. leave me. before anyone get hurts.
before e old self ever return. juz escape as far as possible.
cuz hurting someone u love is a torture..
why...
why...
why does it happens on me...
Gina
mood: not good
1st of all, i wanna congrats someone i love. FANN TEO TENG TENG WELCOME TO THE TEAM MAN!!!!!!!!! hahaha..
no sushi tei. no sakae. ya.. wanna go in e end all cannot make it.. well~ not much to said.
ya~ maybe u were right. e problem lies on me. me and my attitude..
wonder when does it starts. patience was gone. tolerance was gone. wat was left behind is oni short temper, impatience and attitude. e GINA tt everyone know seems to die off. laughter was gone. everything was gone.. leave me.
ya.. leave me. before anyone get hurts.
before e old self ever return. juz escape as far as possible.
cuz hurting someone u love is a torture..
why...
why...
why does it happens on me...
Gina
what we could have been, 3:57 AM.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
weather: raining?
mood: glad
alright! finally, i make my decision.
friday training. was kinda tiring. but somehow make me realise one thing.
I LOVE VOLLEYBALL.
though i'm not very good at tt..
how i noe? although i'm freaking tired n injured, i still chase after every single ball if i possible could. my body is aching, felt like fainting. weak u might think. but i didn't give up at all. DIDN'T!
so sorry if i make u disappointed. sorry if i can't fulfill ur heart desire. sorry tt i chose my own path instead of urs.
cuz tis is e path tt i will walk on. me and ONLY me!
u think i will regret. but let me tell u tis, I WON'T! i will regret only if i chose ur path instead.
who make me make my decision? u guys! i dun wanna disappoint u all. n thanks for being there to support. i'm at e edge of e cliff, one more step n i'm falling. n u guys juz puff out n pull me back out of NOWHERE! hahaha~ u guys r my motivation. ya~ U GUYS!
n thank to coach for giving me chances. i appreciate alot. i really do.
YIIPPEE~~ lata goin to makan sushi tei wif fann they all!!! woohooo~~~
tata!
Gina =)
mood: glad
alright! finally, i make my decision.
friday training. was kinda tiring. but somehow make me realise one thing.
I LOVE VOLLEYBALL.
though i'm not very good at tt..
how i noe? although i'm freaking tired n injured, i still chase after every single ball if i possible could. my body is aching, felt like fainting. weak u might think. but i didn't give up at all. DIDN'T!
so sorry if i make u disappointed. sorry if i can't fulfill ur heart desire. sorry tt i chose my own path instead of urs.
cuz tis is e path tt i will walk on. me and ONLY me!
u think i will regret. but let me tell u tis, I WON'T! i will regret only if i chose ur path instead.
who make me make my decision? u guys! i dun wanna disappoint u all. n thanks for being there to support. i'm at e edge of e cliff, one more step n i'm falling. n u guys juz puff out n pull me back out of NOWHERE! hahaha~ u guys r my motivation. ya~ U GUYS!
n thank to coach for giving me chances. i appreciate alot. i really do.
YIIPPEE~~ lata goin to makan sushi tei wif fann they all!!! woohooo~~~
tata!
Gina =)
what we could have been, 12:56 AM.
Friday, November 7, 2008
weather: good
mood: shock
went for sch as usual. den after sch, went to library to grab some slp before goin to watch fann they all play polympics final.
went to mac n bus-ed home wif jan jiawen n his frenz.
i think is time for me to seriously consider this matter.. seems like news spread real fast without me noticing it!
once there's a little girl. from a know nth till a player. for so many yrs, she had been pursuing this dream of hers. never end before.
few yrs back, she ask her close kin..
"erm.. do u support me in this thing tt i've been holding onto?"
"NO! not at all."
few yrs lata, she asked her once again..
"erm.. do u support me in this thing tt i hold onto it for many yrs..?"
"No. from e past till now, never once am i supporting u in it. can't u quit?"
"...."
isn't it heart breaking when ur closest one dun support u in wat u doin. even when u need their support e most, they still insist u to quit doin wat u've been holding onto.
family or things u holding for long?
which one will u choose?
for me..
i'm still thinking..
Gina
mood: shock
went for sch as usual. den after sch, went to library to grab some slp before goin to watch fann they all play polympics final.
went to mac n bus-ed home wif jan jiawen n his frenz.
i think is time for me to seriously consider this matter.. seems like news spread real fast without me noticing it!
once there's a little girl. from a know nth till a player. for so many yrs, she had been pursuing this dream of hers. never end before.
few yrs back, she ask her close kin..
"erm.. do u support me in this thing tt i've been holding onto?"
"NO! not at all."
few yrs lata, she asked her once again..
"erm.. do u support me in this thing tt i hold onto it for many yrs..?"
"No. from e past till now, never once am i supporting u in it. can't u quit?"
"...."
isn't it heart breaking when ur closest one dun support u in wat u doin. even when u need their support e most, they still insist u to quit doin wat u've been holding onto.
family or things u holding for long?
which one will u choose?
for me..
i'm still thinking..
Gina
what we could have been, 3:53 PM.
weather: sunny
mood: tired
finally! i changed my blog song to "MAYBE" by Jay sean. here goes e lyrics..
MAYBE
by Jay Sean
Beep, beep on
Now there goes my phone
And once again
I’m just hoping it’s a text from you
It ain’t right
Read your messages twice, thrice, four times a night it’s true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Coz no way I would’ve waited in pain
[Chorus]
And maybe it’s true I’m caught up on you
Maybe there’s a chance you’re stuck on me too
Maybe I’m wrong it’s all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both hadn’t said
I’m always connected online
Turn facebook/myspace all the time
Hoping you've checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why you play it cool
But sometimes I’m hopelessly falling for you
Every night on the phone and I
In love with you and I know that you like it girl
All joking inside lets see you and I
Come out and say what you’re trying to hide
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I’m thinking of you
Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I’m thinking of you
[Chorus]
Gina =)
mood: tired
finally! i changed my blog song to "MAYBE" by Jay sean. here goes e lyrics..
MAYBE
by Jay Sean
Beep, beep on
Now there goes my phone
And once again
I’m just hoping it’s a text from you
It ain’t right
Read your messages twice, thrice, four times a night it’s true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Coz no way I would’ve waited in pain
[Chorus]
And maybe it’s true I’m caught up on you
Maybe there’s a chance you’re stuck on me too
Maybe I’m wrong it’s all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both hadn’t said
I’m always connected online
Turn facebook/myspace all the time
Hoping you've checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why you play it cool
But sometimes I’m hopelessly falling for you
Every night on the phone and I
In love with you and I know that you like it girl
All joking inside lets see you and I
Come out and say what you’re trying to hide
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I’m thinking of you
Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I’m thinking of you
[Chorus]
Gina =)
what we could have been, 4:05 AM.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
weather: raining/ fine
mood: worry
nth much happens 2day. late for sch, slpt in library while waiting for next lesson, after sch went for training. bro jan couldn't make it for training, eyes swollen. careless fellow.. ai yo~
guys doesn't have training as well. result? i have to go back home alone. sad sia..
after training, went to KAP. gossip here and there. hahaha~ all wanna gossip but worry lots of things. so we went gossiping and padding our mouth. tiring! hahaha..
doesn't play well for few trainings. start to felt tt i'm more like a burden to them. maybe.. juz MAYBE.. without me they can play better..? ya~ i won't give up. dun worry! vball is my life man!! but... probably i need to find smth to motivate myself to push harder..
lets see how next training i'm goin to be..
once during working, some funny things happened..
Case 1.
me: "Sir, do u need a plastic bag for ur items?"
Sir: "oh~ u charge for it right?"
me: "Yas"
ya.. over here i wanna say "YA" but same time i wanna say "YES". tts y "YAS" came abt. the combination of both.
Case 2.
me: "Mdm, plastic bag is chargeable for 10 cents."
Mdm: "ok. i want 1 chargeable bag."
shouldn't she say she wan a bag? hahaha~ she dun get wat i really mean.
tis was wat happened when i chat wif yijie..
me: "u got malaysia accent. to prove u dun have it convert into chinese when i ask u question."
jie: "ok loh!"
me: "how u pronoun 10cents in chinese?"
jie: "yi mao qian."
me: "40 leh?"
jie: "4O WAT?! 40cents or 40dollar?! my english very good one ok. muz say properly~"
me: "i simply ask u how u pronoun 40 in chinese. u ask so much for wat?! wat cent?! wat dollar?! HAHAHAHA!!!!"
jie: "...."
tts all for 2day~ tata!
Gina
mood: worry
nth much happens 2day. late for sch, slpt in library while waiting for next lesson, after sch went for training. bro jan couldn't make it for training, eyes swollen. careless fellow.. ai yo~
guys doesn't have training as well. result? i have to go back home alone. sad sia..
after training, went to KAP. gossip here and there. hahaha~ all wanna gossip but worry lots of things. so we went gossiping and padding our mouth. tiring! hahaha..
doesn't play well for few trainings. start to felt tt i'm more like a burden to them. maybe.. juz MAYBE.. without me they can play better..? ya~ i won't give up. dun worry! vball is my life man!! but... probably i need to find smth to motivate myself to push harder..
lets see how next training i'm goin to be..
once during working, some funny things happened..
Case 1.
me: "Sir, do u need a plastic bag for ur items?"
Sir: "oh~ u charge for it right?"
me: "Yas"
ya.. over here i wanna say "YA" but same time i wanna say "YES". tts y "YAS" came abt. the combination of both.
Case 2.
me: "Mdm, plastic bag is chargeable for 10 cents."
Mdm: "ok. i want 1 chargeable bag."
shouldn't she say she wan a bag? hahaha~ she dun get wat i really mean.
tis was wat happened when i chat wif yijie..
me: "u got malaysia accent. to prove u dun have it convert into chinese when i ask u question."
jie: "ok loh!"
me: "how u pronoun 10cents in chinese?"
jie: "yi mao qian."
me: "40 leh?"
jie: "4O WAT?! 40cents or 40dollar?! my english very good one ok. muz say properly~"
me: "i simply ask u how u pronoun 40 in chinese. u ask so much for wat?! wat cent?! wat dollar?! HAHAHAHA!!!!"
jie: "...."
tts all for 2day~ tata!
Gina
what we could have been, 4:28 PM.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
weather: bad
mood: kinda relieve
I LOVE YOU
juz like the others tt i care for.
i dislike sadness
but somehow it juz secretly creep into my world.
BUT DUN WORRY
cuz i'm GINA POH
i shall pass through all difficulties
i will hold on to it.
no matter how hard it will be.
no matter how pain i might felt.
cuz i treasure everything
every moments of my life when i'm wif all of u.
i didn't mean to make u feel sad.
i juz wan u to noe
i do CARE for..
u
Gina
mood: kinda relieve
I LOVE YOU
juz like the others tt i care for.
i dislike sadness
but somehow it juz secretly creep into my world.
BUT DUN WORRY
cuz i'm GINA POH
i shall pass through all difficulties
i will hold on to it.
no matter how hard it will be.
no matter how pain i might felt.
cuz i treasure everything
every moments of my life when i'm wif all of u.
i didn't mean to make u feel sad.
i juz wan u to noe
i do CARE for..
u
Gina
what we could have been, 6:30 PM.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
weather: raining?
mood: tired
i'm tired of trying
tired of holding on to
tired of patience
tired of persistence
mental more tired den physical?
maybe..
i'm tired...
Gina
mood: tired
i'm tired of trying
tired of holding on to
tired of patience
tired of persistence
mental more tired den physical?
maybe..
i'm tired...
Gina
what we could have been, 12:58 PM.
