Sunday, October 24, 2010
weather: raining?
mood: in pain
Finally~ POL-ITE is over. And we got 4th. Thanks to me serving the crucial ball into the net on the 5th set of the game. haish~ just freaking upset about it!! that was e second game that mark into my history of regret memories. The moment i shut my eyes, everything just flash back. Now i kinda have phobia. I can feel it when i'm playing my last match..
God Damn it! I swear i'm gonna get stronger & tougher!! Same mistake will NOT happen ever again!!! See YOU in IVP match!!!! NEVER GONNA LOSE TO YOU EVER AGAIN!!!!!
Injured my left knee during my 2nd game in POL-ITE. when we vs ITE i suppose. Now e season is over, my knee can have a break. but i kinda make e condition much more worst. depends too much on e painkiller during games & everytime e effects over, WOOOHOOOO~ there comes e pain. -.-
Hopefully i can get well soon. Cause i wanna train train train!!!! Need to get stronger stronger stronger!!!!!! okie~ i'm getting naggy here. HA~
School re-opening soon! wonder should i be happy or wat. Is my last sem in NP, i doubt will be an easy one. Anyway, i officially start my work in kinokuniya!! Not that bad~ time files pretty fast as well. Perhaps is due to weekends where e place are much crowded than usual. This shall be my stable income for my schooling period of time. Might be going back to ETG after grad. But gonna filled myself wif tons of knowledge first. This will make myself feel more compatible for them to hire me. Silly u may think, but thats wat i felt i need. =/
Maybe i can try some other position?
Maybe i need alittle more confident?
Maybe i should just follow my instinct?
or Maybe...
i should just back out for someone else...
Gina
mood: in pain
Finally~ POL-ITE is over. And we got 4th. Thanks to me serving the crucial ball into the net on the 5th set of the game. haish~ just freaking upset about it!! that was e second game that mark into my history of regret memories. The moment i shut my eyes, everything just flash back. Now i kinda have phobia. I can feel it when i'm playing my last match..
God Damn it! I swear i'm gonna get stronger & tougher!! Same mistake will NOT happen ever again!!! See YOU in IVP match!!!! NEVER GONNA LOSE TO YOU EVER AGAIN!!!!!
Injured my left knee during my 2nd game in POL-ITE. when we vs ITE i suppose. Now e season is over, my knee can have a break. but i kinda make e condition much more worst. depends too much on e painkiller during games & everytime e effects over, WOOOHOOOO~ there comes e pain. -.-
Hopefully i can get well soon. Cause i wanna train train train!!!! Need to get stronger stronger stronger!!!!!! okie~ i'm getting naggy here. HA~
School re-opening soon! wonder should i be happy or wat. Is my last sem in NP, i doubt will be an easy one. Anyway, i officially start my work in kinokuniya!! Not that bad~ time files pretty fast as well. Perhaps is due to weekends where e place are much crowded than usual. This shall be my stable income for my schooling period of time. Might be going back to ETG after grad. But gonna filled myself wif tons of knowledge first. This will make myself feel more compatible for them to hire me. Silly u may think, but thats wat i felt i need. =/
Maybe i can try some other position?
Maybe i need alittle more confident?
Maybe i should just follow my instinct?
or Maybe...
i should just back out for someone else...
Gina
what we could have been, 1:13 AM.
Monday, October 4, 2010
weather: Cloudy
mood: Complicated
Alright people~ i'm back!!! For the past 6 mths been busy with attachment & reports. Seriously, doesn't have time to update my blog. Not to forget, i'm a pretty lazy person. MUAHAHAHA~
Currently, i'm leading a slacker kinda life. Where i either go shopping, do some reading or notes, catch a movie, accompany friends or simply just go out & catch a breath. Only for some days, my company hire Aloy & i back for some part-time work. And you may not believe it, but i get pretty sick of this kinda life. TOO SLACK!!!!
During attachment, i miss e life of volleyball, NRA & even a life as a student. Though, i love my attachment period. But now, i can go back to all these yet... i find it weird... I had get back to volleyball. But my skills seriously drop to e very bottom. Plus lots of external stress.. "QUIT" was e only word that came across my mind. Sometimes, i see no point hanging on. Yet, i can't give up. HAHAHA~ Gina Poh, thinking of this. You must be mad! However, thats e truth..
Since i can't force myself to quit. Perhaps the only way is to CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!! POL-ITE is starting. Limited time, limited trainings. Coach, i'm gonna make ur spec drop!! Though u're not wearing one, but u guys get wat i mean lah. HA!
As for life as a student, i going to get e final taste of it on this coming 25th oct. My yr 3 last semester. And NRA, i'm still thinking how am i going to go back. hmm... Anyway, got an A for tis sem. But still, result was being pulled down by previous few sem. Wonder should i be happy about it or not. At least, i got one GPA 4 in my student life. Not much a disgrace yea? HAHAHA!
I need to break free
Only by breaking free,
Will lead me out of the barriers & obstacles.
Beware people,
Your "Frenemy" is on her way.
Gina >:(
mood: Complicated
Alright people~ i'm back!!! For the past 6 mths been busy with attachment & reports. Seriously, doesn't have time to update my blog. Not to forget, i'm a pretty lazy person. MUAHAHAHA~
Currently, i'm leading a slacker kinda life. Where i either go shopping, do some reading or notes, catch a movie, accompany friends or simply just go out & catch a breath. Only for some days, my company hire Aloy & i back for some part-time work. And you may not believe it, but i get pretty sick of this kinda life. TOO SLACK!!!!
During attachment, i miss e life of volleyball, NRA & even a life as a student. Though, i love my attachment period. But now, i can go back to all these yet... i find it weird... I had get back to volleyball. But my skills seriously drop to e very bottom. Plus lots of external stress.. "QUIT" was e only word that came across my mind. Sometimes, i see no point hanging on. Yet, i can't give up. HAHAHA~ Gina Poh, thinking of this. You must be mad! However, thats e truth..
Since i can't force myself to quit. Perhaps the only way is to CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!! POL-ITE is starting. Limited time, limited trainings. Coach, i'm gonna make ur spec drop!! Though u're not wearing one, but u guys get wat i mean lah. HA!
As for life as a student, i going to get e final taste of it on this coming 25th oct. My yr 3 last semester. And NRA, i'm still thinking how am i going to go back. hmm... Anyway, got an A for tis sem. But still, result was being pulled down by previous few sem. Wonder should i be happy about it or not. At least, i got one GPA 4 in my student life. Not much a disgrace yea? HAHAHA!
I need to break freeOnly by breaking free,
Will lead me out of the barriers & obstacles.
Beware people,
Your "Frenemy" is on her way.
Gina >:(
what we could have been, 1:50 AM.
