Thursday, January 8, 2009
weather: warm
mood: good
yup yup~ 2day is e day. we lose to SMU 3:1. we dun really put in our best, cuz i believe e team i'm in now deserve a biggest achievement! hahaha~ but anyway, is a good experience and lesson to be learnt.
get my chance to play quite alot 2day. happy wif my defence too, but at e back mistakes starts coming out. coach n team all agree tt i'm to quiet when i'm in e court. gonna make lots of noise tis coming match. ahahaha~
after tt, went back to kap for dinner wif e team. bought roasted chicken to share wif e whole team. n individual bought a set of meal. WOW~~~ full like hell man! hahaha~ seriously, enjoy alot during dinner time. juz pity yingxuan gala n jocelyn didn't join us. or else full team sia.. everyone laugh like hell. ya~ laughing AT ME!! of course happy nah.. one phone call make me a victim. sob sob..
anyway~ i'm beginning to fall in love wif my tis upcoming team tt is making another big bang in my life. GO GALS!! prove to me tt i didn't make e wrong choice in choosing vball. hahaha!!
gonna grab a slp~ very very sleepy now. tata!!
Gina =)
what we could have been, 5:50 PM.
weather: raining/ fine
mood: ....
IVP finally come. 2day is our 1st match, vs NYP. n we won! 3:2. great job team~~ love u guys!! hahaha
it was really tough match. our score r all sooooooooo close. 2day game is simple if u make mistake, u lose. scary n exciting.
"...i haven't put Gina down leh. but i see no confident in her. tts y 3rd, 4th n 5th match i didn't put her down..."
tis sentence from coach kept on running through my mind. ya... seriously i dun noe wat e hell am i nervous abt. i really dun noe. is like, i totally lost my confident! my confident i used to have it wif me when i'm in sec team. my mood now is very complicated.. however, i dun have time for tis to go on. moreover, i promise coach tis coming wed when we vs SMU, he will see my confident! shit... n now? where i go find my confident wif juz 1 day left?! WHERE?????
oh gosh... i'm ready for depression~
i gonna come back.. i gonna...
maybe i'm not e most important person in ur life
maybe i'm not e 1st person u may think of
but i'm happy enough of having heard my name being left in ur heart once before
thanks.
Gina
what we could have been, 5:19 PM.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
weather: fine
mood: panic
recently been goin home damn late. ah bu obviously feel like chopping my head off for soccer. hahaha~
anyway spent my 2009 first steamboat wif my beloved wrs team. though not all attended. before tt, jiawen they all wanted to celebrate jan's belated birthday. celebrate celebrate, in e end we all went to her hse to eat mac...
den of course, alcohol play its role again. mai dun wan jan n i to drink, probably oni a little. so we play game, loser drink. however, we ended up drinking becuz of her. hahaha~
pack my room for e whole afternoon. happy wif my effort. later in e night, went to SPAN for friendly match wif ACJC. not happy wif my performance, even coach can see from tt. when he ask y i did not performance well 2day, i really dun noe how to ans him.. hai~ nervous, panic blah blah blah really kills me. gonna work tt out man!
mon will be our 1st match. nyp. confident to win? its still too early to say. juz wish us all e best den.
alright~ still got work 2moro. gonna grab some slp.
tata~
Gina =)
what we could have been, 5:07 PM.