weather: sunny
mood: boring
have not been to OSchool recently. instead, i go danzpeople for lesson. soon will be switching back again ba.
anyway, got one story to share with u guys 2day..
i got 2 friends, at the age of my. lets make it A and B.
A, 18 tis yr. just got married due to pregnancy maybe? she's a very lucky gal. with a husband who loves her alot and also a caring mother and father-in-law. everything seems to go smoothly for her, she would led a happy life probably? soon will her baby come to light.
B, 18 tis yr as well. maybe she wasn't tt lucky and fortunate as A. she was pregnant as well and probably giving birth on Nov. when she told her bf tt she was pregnant, he said he dun wan the baby! so she left him, thinking that he will not be a good father. or not a good man. all for her baby sake.
not long after, the man died due to cancer. something came across my mind.. maybe that guy dun wan the baby because he knew he will not live long? maybe he wan B to leave him by own will, so he won't hurt her? no one knows..
but he left quite a sum of money for her and even his house. however, B dun wans it. she wans the family of his to have all these instead. reason very simply, she wans his family to be happy.
having a baby of his, is already the best gift for her. nothing else matters. she will live on, for the baby sake.
same woman, same age but different situation. different difficulties.
i'm impressed. both are great mother. wat i can said is only all the best for their life. make everyone proud, make ur own baby proud that they have a brave and wonderful mother.
these is wat i heard and found. maybe true, or maybe a little bit different. but who really cares? they are still awesome mothers afterall.
Gina =)
what we could have been, 5:39 PM.
weather: rainy
mood: NOT happy
went back to sch for STM. there's a test at 10am. ronney did told me, but i only saw the timing for lesson which is 11.30am. great... so my mood was spoiled early in the morning.
end of lesson, went to makan place for lunch den head back home to grab some slp. woke up at 5plus and get myself ready for trg back in NP. took bus till masiling, mai den msg said tt trg canceled! due to lightnings n stuffs like tt. i'm lucky enough to get myself off the bus before i'm sent up to highway towards bukit panjang. get myself back home and here i am, blogging.
Wenny, i'm sorry but i have to say this.
NTMK!! who do u think u are?! who do u think u are to go around spreading rumours of wenny?! spoiling her reputation! wat exactly do u wan from her?!
u are just one pathetic freak whom can't accept the fact that u are being DUMP by a gal! come on~ think abt it. why she wanna leave ya? did u ever EVER think abt tt?! wat u do is just pestering her, threaten her and den hurt her in all ways u can find. just because she is those gentle type, dun mean u can bully her in all ways u wan man!
i never look down on anyone in my life before. u are the FIRST!
LISTEN UP!!
I DESPISE YOU NTMK!!!!!!!!!
get a life man! dun u do anything more to hurt my beloved Wenny. or else U WILL GET IT FROM ME!! do u heard tt!!! i mean SEE THAT!!!!!
one more time, just ONE more time.. i will make sure ur freaking fuzzy hair which undergo rebonding TURN BACK TO FUZZY ONCE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! i will make it even worse. trust me~ and try me if u dare! ur life will not be good u tis fuzzy MONSTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANGRY!!!
alright~ tts all for 2day adventure. hahaha. i'm actually a very good person. just dun step on my tail, u will be perfectly fine. i promise~~ **SMILE** hahaha.
tata~~
Gina :|
what we could have been, 7:01 PM.
weather: sunny
mood: in pain/ touched
Went back NP for vball club trg. before tt, went to bpp for subway wif fann and jan.
as usual, go shit 1st den get myself change & ready for trg. left leg (knee area) is in pain, no choice, have to tape it to hold the pain. but after trg tearing off the tape, my leg went wooble. like no support..
trg was as normal, nth much happened. except poor joyce fell and had her elbow skin off. is really serious, n pretty gross too. trying to distract her by saying funny stuff, so she won't look at her bloody elbow. OUCH!!!
games goes on den till lights off. yijie was kinda quiet 2day, while jiawen was pretty much in a lazy? quiet? not usual self mood. simply just feel weird when they are like tt. jan, fann n i went singing "lazy worm" song whenever he didn't make his effort in running after the ball. HA! kinda funny, to us lah.
after trg, dinner at KAP. went to shower 1st. come out, as usual, they didn't wait for us. so sat jan's dad car to a bus-stop near KAP. ran across the road like chasing by a weird looking dog. finally reached a safe spot, i'm like all worn out! fann still said my face look funny!! funny fellow. hahaha~
961 came fast 2day. got up and have to sit on the reverse seats. u noe those instead of facing the direction where the bus move, our back face it. sat down den jiawen suddenly said smth like, "ai ya.. u cannot sit here de orh." and he went looking for another seat that face the front. one word.. CARING!!
Sometime is these small little things, these little care and concern that can warm ones heart. for example...
* During match time, xueyi they all will ask me to be careful of my hand which is injured.
*Sebas they all will realise i'm not in my usual state sometimes and come forward to ask abt my condition.
* when i'm quiet, fann jan mei they all will ask if i'm okie.
* when i complain my hand/ leg are in pain. jan and fann will went saying me problematic, stubborn blah blah blah.
* when exam around the corner, naggy fiona and mummy peilin will go like alarm clock. kept on reminding me, nagging me.. etc.
* board the bus, jiawen will make sure i won't have to sit on the reverse seat. unless i dun mind.
many many more!!!!!!
no matter is it gentle asking or sacastic saying. isn't these show that they care? seriously, i'm very touched. this is wat i call FRIENDS!! and i'm very lucky to have u guys around me. maybe. just maybe! i'm the most lucky and happiest girl in the world!!!
I LOVE U GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!
alright alright!!!! i'm getting pretty mushy and unrealistic over here. STOP!!!!! hahahaha~ these is wat i feel lah. so dun laugh okie! gonna go grab some slp.
tata~~
Gina =)
what we could have been, 11:20 PM.
weather: Sunny/ rainy/ fine
mood: troubled
alright~ back from NRA camp. was kinda funny rather than fun. like e "Grammy Award Night". one of the MC is freaking funny! everyone talk like New York people, the accent.
MC.1: "hey people! welcome to the Grammy Award 2009...!@#$%^&*...."
MC.2: " erm.. can u speak proper english..? i dun think the crowd understand u.."
MC.1: "oh~ is my English too fluent to you? *pointing the crowd*"
"huh huh~ is my English too fluent??"
hahaha~ tis is one of it i find it funny. alot alot. the way he speaks, his expression blah blah blah. OMG! totally look like a fake New York guy!!
this few days been goin for vball trg, taiji, nra trg n camp. i'm really worn off. injured my left hand again. this time round i really think tt i will not recover anymore. unless i stop playing vball. which is impossible for me. den now my left knee join in the fun. i can't straighten, it simply hurts even when i walk.
maybe jan is right.. my body is very problematic. maybe i simply have to stop playing vball... for now..? or forever...
i'm rather in a troubled mood right now. cause i noe i dun wanna give up, but my body is not cooperating wif me.. i think if i stop touching vball, the happiest bunch of people on earth should be none others but my family members.
took some quiz. n here is wat it said...
"The Death card. This card serve's as a warning of event's to come. Bad situation's worsen and new problem's will present themself. A time of slow changes await in your future, and a possible narrow escape from growing problem's will challenge your will. And in the end you will be cheating death before it's all over.
"
maybe its time...
for me to say.. goodbye..?
Gina =(
what we could have been, 1:11 AM.
weather: SUNNY & HOT
mood: super duper tired!!!
finally finally FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!! vball trg starts. went to fmss for trg 2day. just the warm up already kill half of me! ran up and down the stairs and around bball court for 5TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! den come back immediately do some running and jumping. to worsen my condition, coach asked me to do alone. whereas, others are in a team of 2! not fair...
anyway~ trg at back was better. however, warm up kills lot of my energy. so in e end i was like dying already.
there's 1 drill where we have to set, receive, spike n hit either the table or the mattress. 2points and 1points respectively. we are told to collect 10points through it. if ball over the net n still remain in court, no punishment. however, if it went into the net, undernet or out. hehehe~ we have to go jump a very long obstacles. jump once is good enough to lose quite a amt of ur energy.
jan went fed-up kept on jumping it. situation worsen when she receives the ball n e setter didn't noticed it, which makes her have to go do tis punishment before continuing. poor fellow~
for me, i finally spike a ball which is goin to hit the table. but one of the player actually happens to stand in front of the table n my ball hits her butt instead. begging coach to count tt point in. but die die dun wan. den suddenly! jingying spike one ball n hit onto my shoulder when i'm arguing wif coach, immediately he gave her 2points n went laughing away. AHHHHHHHH~~~~~ coach u tis BIG BULLY!!!!!!! hahaha~
but tis small little things happen actually brighten up tough trg. everyone happy, tough trg would become still tough one but happier. HAHAHA! dun noe wat am i talking abt.
trg was tiring. very tiring. SERIOUSLY! maybe because too long didn't have a formal trg le ba. hang on hang on HANG ON! cause GINA POH NEVER SAYS DIE!! gogogo~ i will conquer u next trg!!!!! would never let those tough stuffs pull me down!
alright.. i'm really very tired. 2moro goin back WRSS for vball trg as well. WOOOOOHOOOOOO~ so excited!!! get to see dorothy coach n everybody!!! erm.. not really. but most of them will be there!!!!!! especially my beloved team. really really miss them alot since enter NP. miss those days where we are together, playing, fighting for top blah blah blah..etc.
okie dokie~ good night everyone!
Gina X|
what we could have been, 1:56 PM.
weather: fine
mood: tiring/ HAPPY
finally finally FINALLY!!!!! EXAM IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooo hoooooooo~~~~~~~ felt soooo relax man. though only 2 papers. hahaha!
recently been spending lots of money. unsurprisingly, mainly or ALL are on food! Billybomber, BREEKS, Delifrance, Pizzahut, Pastamania, Mac.. etc. yes, till e back seems to be downgrading. cause... i gonna get myself ready for BIG FEAST wif all my besties n buddies!!!!!!! celebration for end of CT!!!!!!!
had my 1st Starbucks HOT coffee. felt so excited tt i decided to take a pic of it.
alright! now i can't wait to go back to court!! but i dun wanna run track.... got a feeling i surely kenna all e running by coach.. hai... BUT STILL!!!! i wanna get my hands on the cute little volleyball~ HAHAHA! sound so pervert.
so many happening coming up! can't wait can't wait for it to happen all at once!!
a friend of my ask me to open up my eyes BIG BIG to take a good look at watever happening around me when my eyes max wanna open to 1cm oso got problem!!! how big can i go?! hahaha~ i got problem paying attention to watever happens around me. even soonheng walk pass me i oso dun noe.
so people~ dun think i'm a dao kia huh. i simply got problem on spotting. there's always a reason why ones' eyes are tt small. HAHAHAHA!
now i'm outside acc mei n fann studying. one working very hard by copying notes. while another working very hard also by singing away. HA!
okie dokie~ lappy going down.
tata~
Gina =]
what we could have been, 10:18 PM.
weather: fine
mood: sian
I BROKE MY SPEC!!!!!!!!!! n seriously i dun noe how am i goin to survive in sch?!?!?!?!?!?! though i have a spare spec, but e degree is way too high. can only use it in lesson. somemore 2moro got NRA trg... lucky vball trg canceled. or else i will die!!!! cause can't do anything, coach definitely order me go run rounds.
so guys~ if u saw me looking at u or passby u, n i didn't say HI! dun think tt i'm dao or ignorin ya. is simply because i can't even SEE YOU!!!!! how to say hi?! so dun misunderstand okie.
anyway, most importantly..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
DRAGON KIA!!!!
went to seoul garden just now to celebrate wif him n of course together wif all e sec sch pals. didn't really eat much because i left half way through e meal to make a new spec. by e time i'm back, they alreasy done eating le. sad~~
when we prepare to go back home, we were chatting near the MRT station. the place was dark. den mei took my stuff n walk behind 2 guys. i thought they are part of us. so i decided to walk another direction so to stop mei. but meanwhile i can't see much, so i grab 1 of e guys' bag for support. i sense they looking at me, so i look up n have a closer look. guess wat?! I DUN NOE THEM AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they were shock why am i grabbing his bag n listen to their conversation too!!!!!!!! OH GOSH~~~~~~~~~~ is freaking malu lah!!!!!!!
jingying said i'm very suay recently. n i think i agree wif it like totally!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~ why tis kinda things always happen on me one huh?!?!?!?? my image all gone le lah....
okie okie. i think i need a break before my nerve system breakdown. good night people!!!!! i gonna wake up early 2moro to take shuttle bus. if not i think i gonna lost myself on normal buses for sure!
tata~~~
Gina =(
what we could have been, 11:35 PM.