Thursday, July 30, 2009
weather: warm
mood: lost
2moro will be DPG night outing session and is also pol-ite final game, vs TP. had been wondering which one should i really go, though mr foo had asked me to go for my match instead of the outing..
anyway, i'm in a daze most of the time in the morning. even Nazmi call me i oso dun noe. frec walk beside me, neither did i realized that.
Nazmi: Gina, so u confirm not going for the outing huh?
me: i don't noe leh...
Nazmi: I learnt something from Victor yesterday. "Set your priority RIGHT". you noe you should..
thanks to my dear friends Nazmi, i'm in a much worst situation right..
anyway, most likely i will be goin match ba. "dun give up wat u really wan". a friend of my told me this. it kinda helps in a decision.
Human tends to lost themselves when chasing after their dream.
Dream and reallity are actually a line different.
It hurts when u want everything & nothing at the same time.
Nothing on earth comes easy.
I know that very well.
I didn't get it this time maybe because i'm not hard working enough?
I wanna fight for myself.
Before i worry about tomorrow with my head down.
I wanna be what i want for today.
I'm not going let all these gone to waste.
I will come back!
but..
Quiting will still be one of my solution.
I'll still leave if i don't see my needs.
Thats the least i can do..
to keep my last piece of dream in mind.
Gina
mood: lost
2moro will be DPG night outing session and is also pol-ite final game, vs TP. had been wondering which one should i really go, though mr foo had asked me to go for my match instead of the outing..
anyway, i'm in a daze most of the time in the morning. even Nazmi call me i oso dun noe. frec walk beside me, neither did i realized that.
Nazmi: Gina, so u confirm not going for the outing huh?
me: i don't noe leh...
Nazmi: I learnt something from Victor yesterday. "Set your priority RIGHT". you noe you should..
thanks to my dear friends Nazmi, i'm in a much worst situation right..
anyway, most likely i will be goin match ba. "dun give up wat u really wan". a friend of my told me this. it kinda helps in a decision.
Human tends to lost themselves when chasing after their dream.
Dream and reallity are actually a line different.
It hurts when u want everything & nothing at the same time.
Nothing on earth comes easy.
I know that very well.
I didn't get it this time maybe because i'm not hard working enough?
I wanna fight for myself.
Before i worry about tomorrow with my head down.
I wanna be what i want for today.
I'm not going let all these gone to waste.
I will come back!
but..
Quiting will still be one of my solution.
I'll still leave if i don't see my needs.
Thats the least i can do..
to keep my last piece of dream in mind.
Gina
what we could have been, 7:50 PM.
