Wednesday, September 30, 2009
weather: fine
mood: down
been wondering the whole night and afternoon. you never ever support me in volleyball before. not only you, them too. i should be able to get use to it. why do i still feel so damn upset when all of you saying the same old god damn things in front of me over again and again and AGAIN?! why... you guys are the closest to me.. why the one who disapprove me is none others but you?
nevermind nevermind nevermind! stand strong stand strong stand strong!! i will let my dream fly high even if i dun have u guys. I WILL SURVIVE!!!!!
u can disapprove me, but u can't stop me.
had like this song since i was in sec sch. find the lyrics very meaningful. feel free to listen. =]
Mcfly - I'll be okay
When everything is going wrong And things are just a little strange its been so long now You've forgotten how to smile. Now overhead the skies are clear But it still seems to rain on you, And your only friends all have Better things to do. When you're down and lost And you need a helping hand When you're down and lost Along the way, Oh, just tell yourself Ah, I'll be OK Now things are only getting worse And you need someone to take the blame When your lover's gone There's no-one to share the pain, You're sleeping with the TV on And you're lying in an empty bed All the alcohol in the world Would never help me to forget When you're down and lost And you need a helping hand When you're down and lost Along the way, Try a little harder Try your best to make it Through the day, Oh just tell yourself Ah, I'll be OK You're not alone (you're not alone) You're not alone (you're not alone) You're not alone Just tell yourself Ahhhh, I'll be OK just tell yourself Ahhhh, I'll be OK Won't you tell yourself Ahhhhhhhhh When you're down and lost And you need a helping hand When you're down and lost Along the way, Try a little harder Try your best to make it Through the day just tell yourself Ahhhh, I'll be OK Ahhhh, I'll be OK Ahhhh, I'll be ok
what we could have been, 12:21 AM.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
weather: freaking WARM
mood: contented/ disturbing
Alright~ gonna be prepare that tis will be a freaking long post. So if u dun wanna noe everything, just select sub-heading to read the particular matters. HAHAHA~
1st thing 1st...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAH ZONGXIAN (BAMBOO)!!!!!
may you become the ultimate BAMBOO~ hahaha! jk jk.
Lets talk about Zongxian Birthday celebration which took place today.
anyway, went to celebrate ZX's birthday @ The Cathay. watch the movie "Fame". is kinda boring, but i love their songs. still, is worth a try to watch it. He and some of the guys sat in a few rows before us without knowing that we are giving him a suprise right after the movie ends.
however, during the movie, smth funny happened.. There was a part where the cinema is kinda silent. cuz is showing the girl in deep thought before she play the music & start singing. SUDDENLY! my tummy groan due to hunger!!!!!!! yes~ i didn't take any breakfast or snack. not even water or candy. i tried to control, but fail. and kengyang was sitting beside me, gladys beside him. BOTH of them heard the groaning and turn & look at me. Kengyang expression is freaking funny. I'M VERY VERY PAISEH OVER IT SIA!!! den we just went laughing non-stop.
after movie, sing birthday song for ZX, head off to "The Manhanttan Fish MARKET" for lunch. the food there are nice. can give it a shot. Shall upload the pic. next time.
After lunch, head off to Paradise centre? yup~ went there for pool. after playing one to two game. i just drift off to play those acade games. 1st, i played the MaJong game. twice. never win, felt like kenna cheated. den head off to play Bomberman. ZX joined in. We pass through quite alot of stages. the game ends at stage 4-5 . there are 5 stages i heard. cool right! the coolest thing is, he used $0.50 throughout the game, while i used $1.50. HAHAHAHA! yup~ i keep on dying. He said his control thingy kinda weird, i thought mine too. so i compare his and my. the same leh~ HAHAHAHA! den they said my skill sucks... -.-
Went to ZX's granny hse for steamboat and Majong. finally met fann, but jan didn't turn up. stay till quite late. kenna scolded by mum over the phone. kinda spoil my mood. probably becuz i wasn't in woodlands area since i were goin to stay out late. lose some money. 2nd round ZX share with me. thanks to him, i didn't lose too much. like drag him down the water. HA!
really must thanks Kaijie for driving me back home from bukit panjang to woodlands. or else i gonna take cab home, which was kinda scary. HAHAHA~ dun noe wat am i thinking.
THANK YOU KAIJIE!!!!!!
next up, Volleyball Training.
for the whole week, i only went for training on the thur. Mon was a public holiday, gonna report to work. besties and friends went to Marina barrage for kite flying & picnic. i miss that out.. wasted~ it seems fun in those photo they took. too bad for me~
tue as usual, NRA trg. so didn't head down to vball trg since fann & jan didn't go for it either.
Thur trg, starting was alright. like no other ordinary trg. just that..
1. Jiawen emo
2. Zongxian hot temper
3. Xueyi getting restless day-by-day
I just don't noe wats the wrong wif them?! ask JW whether is he okie, he just smile and walk away. ZX worst! give me attitude. though he apologise in the later part, but NOT GOOD!! affects other leh. XY leh~ ask him wat, he just nod his head. or just dun feel like replying. I think among them only Yijie and Sebas are normal for that night.
nth happens till one particular point. i was playing Sub-set position. suddenly opponent drop a ball in the center, i received and land on the floor. just when i ALMOST got up on my feet, another one came over at the corner front. so i fly over and receive. after that one, i was still on my knee. ANOTHER ONE came over and drop right at the back court of my position. manage to received up, but fly. it all happened so fast, wat i heard is just my name being called repeatedly. at that point of time, is simply like the only player in the court! i just laid on the floor flat on my back. they all went laughing non-stop! and come over asking whether am i alright. its funny, i laugh along wif them. but i'm pekchey too! felt so pathetic man~
after trg, head off to market for dinner and took jocelyn's car back home.
Changi Airport trip
went to Changi airport wif Peilin on friday. no special reason, just go there to explore and makan. ate at Crystal Jade Restraunt. NICE NICE~ den went to T2 and T3 shopping. though not much stalls, but still quite a few great deals over there. bought some food back home for mum and bros. shall upload pic on next entry.
Regarding me
nothing much happen recently. just that i cut my hair once again. felt kinda short, but many said no diff. getting my knee report soon. dun really noe wat to do. just pray hard everything is alright. really really dun wanna head down to SGH anymore. body health seems like goin downhill. probably is time to grab some vitamins. prevent virus attack. dun noe why, just suddenly caught on flu. wat the hell~ just hope i will get well soon!
many of my friends wanna quit working. future working will be more boring den ever. i'm working for the sake of stable income. hai~ life! get it over with ba.
alright~ i'm getting very very long-winded over here. goin for work in a few hours time. gonna grab some slp before its too late!! good night guys~
tata!
Gina =]
what we could have been, 4:12 AM.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
weather: freaking hot
mood: nothing special
woke up at 2plus tis afternoon. head off to teach tution. really find it difficult to teach one of them! he is not willing to learn, how am i on earth goin to teach him?! omg~ pray hard his mum come to a decision whether to continue or not. or else i will feel like goin there to cheat their money!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY LOW!!!!!
[ TODAY ]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEONG JIAWEN!!!!!
[ TOMORO ]
yup yup~ 2moro will be his birthday. getting older man. hahaha~ anyway, we will be celebrating his birthday at The Cathay. den head off to trg right after that.
talk about trg. it had been a long long time i ever stretch my legs and body for hip-hop. since study period before exam? maybe. now i'm aching here and there. worst! i got blue-black on my knee. due to that floor movement we learn during yesterday trg. continuous repeating, left a big blue-black on my knee cap!! it hurts man..
is definitely darker den the pic up there!!
alright~ nth much to update u guys abt. everyone is missing here and there as usual. wanna meet up also difficult. driving, trg, outings, working..etc. these are stuff that are good enough to keep ones busy. how to go out together?
thinking about finding one day to go down to town. probably alone? yea~ maybe.
okie dokie~ thats all for 2day.
tata~
Gina =|
what we could have been, 10:04 PM.
Monday, September 7, 2009
weather: raining & cold
mood: down
i'm down with headaches and flu!!! thanks to the big rain..
well~ we went for PRIMERS' night cycling event on friday night. i'm one of the team leader. so reached ECP quite early just to have some briefing and stuff like tt. the whole event are fun but tiring. however!!! my butt isn't tt pain compare to last year!!! amazing isn't it?!?!? hahaha~
my group kept on encounter bikes problem. but no one fell or injured during the event for my group. except one, whom hurt her ankle alittle.
when we are on our way to bedok jetty, anthony's paddle just kept on falling off his bike. so weida exchange his wif him. but in the end, the bike simply just can't be cycle anymore. so phone up eric and wait for his lorry while others head off to the jetty 1st.
wait wait wait~ 3 groups pass by weida n me. rain starts falling once again. the surrounding is getting colder and colder. FINALLY! eric's lorry show up, n off i go and try to catch up as many group as possible. cuz my group is the 1st.
is around 4plus 5, and i'm on the road all alone, cycling. though on the way, there's still people around whom doing some morning exercises. as i'm getting closer to the jetty, i pass by a big big pond. i think should be call a lake. but not so big. ai ya~ thats not the point. just imagine as a lake okie, but not that big.
cycle cycle cycle~ there's no one around there at all. not even morning exerciser. SUDDENLY! i heard someone calling for HELP!! sounds like a child, but also like a girl voice. i quickly look around. but see nothing but only me cycling. a chill send down my spine, i decided not to think so much but continue cycling. cuz around the lake, there's track for cycling. so is like a curve, when u cycle, u can see the whole lake. maybe i too tired orh...? maybe i heard wrongly lah. maybe maybe....
went for work 2day. headaches still hanging around in my head. flu was getting better. but in the afternoon, dun noe why, i suddenly cannot tahan already. somemore i kenna center counter which have tons of customers flowing through all the time. there's simply no time for me to rest, NOT EVEN HAVE A SLIP OF DRINK. asked uncle jason whether can i return home early, haven't even hear my reason, a straight NO come from him. heartless fellow....
no choice, but to continue till closing loh. i'm half dead when i reached home. still need to do my therapy. ahhhhhhhhhh~ lazy neh..
but something to be happy about is. there are 2 customers today praise me leh!! hahaha~ one mention that i have a pair of nice shoes. another said that i'm very efficient! WOOOOHOOOOO~~~
tt kinda make my day man. though i'm like dying.. hahahaha!!!
okie okie~ i really cannot stand it le. gonna grab some slp. goodnight people!
tata~
Gina =]
what we could have been, 12:28 AM.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
weather: freaking hot!
mood: worry, down
been to SGH for appointment today. currently my knee is said to be side ligament damage. den said that is tear. den said that is pull. so i dun noe exactly which one is it. but wat i noe is there's smth wrong wif my knee ligament. currently waiting for MRI scanning next friday den wait for final result and conclusion on 1st of oct. CHILDREN DAY!!! but dun sound like a good day for me though. hahaha~ meanwhile wat i can do is go for therapy and build up new muscles around it. JIA YOU GINA POH!!!!! if wanna keep playing vball, wanna keep on dancing hiphop.. tis is wat i must work hard for. GOGOGOGO~~
after the appointment, went to Guang Ming Shan to see my da jiu [big uncle, if direct translate]. Guang Ming Shan is a temple where the decease are. people go there to visit them during ghost festival or other periods of time lah.
just can't control the emotion when see his pic over there. though it had been 3yrs, but tis feeling of missing him just can't help.. mum always remind me not to cry in front of him, it will make him feel miserable or even suffer. as he can't leave tis place peacefully. So no matter how sad we are, we just cannot let those tears roll down. people out there, rmb tis! if u wan someone u love to leave happily, dun cry!!
u guys still rmb "Fan Yao Jin"? the guy whom die in e plane crash in taiwan? his one of my big bro's friend. comrade in another word. his bone powder is stored near my big uncle's. such a coincident man! he's a poor fellow. i can imagine how does it feel like when seeing ur own friend or comrade die right in front of ur eyes and u can do nth. somemore on fire! oh my goodness...
okie okie~ enough of those sorrow up there. say smth funny occurred recently. went to watch "The proposal" on wed night. reached CWP early and saw sharon at woodlands control station giving out flyers. so approached her to say hi. when i walk up next to her, there's tis guy standing right beside her. at 1st, i thought is her boss or someone she noe. but turn out NOT! he is just someone who came forward trying to noe her and get her hp no. Sharon die die dun wanna give it to him, so he decided to give her his. it goes like tis...
Man: like that lah~ i give u my, u record in ur phone.
Sharon: huh.. oh.. okie..
Man: my no. is ********. my name is Nicholas. it spell as " Nichlos". u can call me nic also can.
OMG!!! he can't even spell his name correctly?! above conversation is speak in chinese. and he simply look like uneducated 30 yrs old plus ah beng uncle!!!! omg omg omg~ i can't believe it! when he spell his name, i really wanna laugh out loud. but i can't, cuz is rude. but when he walk off... I LAUGH LIKE HELL!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA~~~ boey tahan..
alright~ thats all for today!
tata~~
Gina =]
what we could have been, 10:04 PM.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
weather: fine
mood: refresh
alright~ just had a trial night cycling on monday night. trying to rmb the road, hope i won't bring the freshies else where. hahahaha! even if i 4gotten, i still got ah mei!! hope everything will go smoothly and fine.
and my butt majiang blue black sia. pain like hell.. butt! u better get better by friday night huh~ or else i'll be in dead meat for sure..
oh ya~ 4gotten when does tis happens. there are 2 photo below where i took it on 961 when travelling back to woodlands wif wardah & fann. is a funny trip!
this incident is really damn funny!
1st we try to squeeze up the bus 961. when we manage to squeeze up by having the door close successfully behind us, i turn and look. I'M STICKING TO THE DOOR. same goes to fann too. den i went saying "WAH~ we are potential squeezer sia!" i dun noe why, but the bus seems to be in silent at tt moment. and the people around us went laughing. omg~~~
during the journey, we move up and in as people get down the bus. u guys noe the 4 seater seats in the front part of the bus where they face each other? yup~ e pic above happens there. this particular aunty is sooo sooo damn inconsiderate! see the way she sit. like totally enjoying lah. HA!
den there's tis chinese uncle ask her to down her legs down to allow others to take the seat. cuz the bus really damn pack. but she ignore like TOTALLY~~ giving those stupid faces. so we decided to take a photo of her. wardah took one, so i took out my phone n set silent 1st. when i press the 'capture' buttom, the capturing sound "kit-chin" simply ring out. everyone look at me! except tt aunty lah. wardah & fann look very shocked at it and look at me. den no choice, i went saying "OH~~~ my phone rings. i think someone msh me huh.. thats why thats why."
HAHAHA! wat a damn stupid excuse.. but i can only thought of that at that point of time. omg omg omg....
in e end, there's tis indian uncle went giving her a lecture. didn't really heard wat he said previously, but we caught tis sentence " u think u taking photograph huh?! " hahahaha!!! he is actually referring to her posing on the seats. way to go man uncle!! so she had no choice but to let down her legs. see! people say nicely to ya dun listen, wait till people starts to scold den feel paiseh..
lata goin to teach tution. maybe go cut my hair in the night? see how 1st den.
thur gonna wake up early to go SGH for appointment den to guang ming shan to see my unlce. hope everything will be fine for me. pray hard pray hard!!
some of my classmates went off to china for studies. oh man~~ next sem lessons should be quite empty loh.. sian. but anyway hope they have fun over there.
GUYS!! ENJOY UR HOLIDAYS THERE!!!!
okie dokie~ thats all. gonna go.
tata!!
Gina =]
what we could have been, 11:23 AM.