Wednesday, October 14, 2009
weather: cloudy
mood: freaking depressing
i did use my words as carefully as possible.
i did include myself.
most of all, i didn't noe that the trainer is YOU!
so, i shall be the bad person of the year.
once there was a friend of my who will pay close attention to every small little things about us. wonder since when, this friend of my seems to be taken away from my life. i just can't get use to it. can't accept the fact that he is gone. i won't make u choose or make any decision. i will automatic make myself leave. i won't make it hard for u. cause i noe u will be in difficult position.
maybe is my fault. maybe is just because i didn't grab it tight enough. maybe.. maybe..
alright.. i wil try to find tons of excuses to cover tis feeling of my up. GINA POH! GET USE TO IT!! GET USE TO IT!!!!
anyway~ thanks to all my friends who are with me. really thanks alot!
thanks to Zuoting, Zixuan, Jingying for hearing me out.
thanks to Joyce, Zongxian, Sebas, ZT for acc me home on 961. though is small journey only. HA!
tears roll down
wonder why
i'm weaker than how i think i am
finally understand
cause i treasure this friendship
more than i ever imagine..
Gina X(
mood: freaking depressing
i did use my words as carefully as possible.
i did include myself.
most of all, i didn't noe that the trainer is YOU!
so, i shall be the bad person of the year.
once there was a friend of my who will pay close attention to every small little things about us. wonder since when, this friend of my seems to be taken away from my life. i just can't get use to it. can't accept the fact that he is gone. i won't make u choose or make any decision. i will automatic make myself leave. i won't make it hard for u. cause i noe u will be in difficult position.
maybe is my fault. maybe is just because i didn't grab it tight enough. maybe.. maybe..
alright.. i wil try to find tons of excuses to cover tis feeling of my up. GINA POH! GET USE TO IT!! GET USE TO IT!!!!
anyway~ thanks to all my friends who are with me. really thanks alot!
thanks to Zuoting, Zixuan, Jingying for hearing me out.
thanks to Joyce, Zongxian, Sebas, ZT for acc me home on 961. though is small journey only. HA!
tears roll down
wonder why
i'm weaker than how i think i am
finally understand
cause i treasure this friendship
more than i ever imagine..
Gina X(
what we could have been, 1:22 AM.
