Friday, November 20, 2009
weather: freaking heavy rain!!!
mood: happy , angry
late for morning lesson once again.. lucky is a 4hrs same module lesson.
Anyway~ today i think the whole singapore is raining like hell man! NP IS FLOODED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun noe else where lah. but the atrium is flooded like hell man! hahahaha~ i'm having fun. but peilin and fiona is like totally not in the fun mode. XD
jiesheng meet us up awhile later. den he told us that his slipper dropped on his way to school and was carried away by the flood!! its too fast and no way he can chase it back. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i really think is freaking funny. imagine his face when he saw his slipper drop till being carried away by the flood. poor thing~
shall upload the video next post regarding the flood.
and YES!!!!!!!!!! i'm heading to Genting with my family and friends in about less than aprobably 7 ~ 8 hrs time!!!!!!! wooohoooooo~~
hope i can have tons of fun before i beheaded when CT comes. HAHAHA~
alright~ gonna grab some slp before i turn panda!
tata~
you thought that i'm angry of this. let me tell you ... I'M NOT!
the actual fact is, all this while you guys are saying about commitment when i already meet the minium requirement. whatever i had done fall back to commitment thingy. What other commitment will i have when one week so many days i spent on just 1 CCA? If going there, standing, showing you that i'm there! is your so called "commitment". you can might as well find anyone in NP to be part of you guys! Sorry~ i don't know how to act as well as somebody else. i'm who i'm. take it or leave it. i may have a stupid face, but is always better than someone with double faces.
i've enough!! i will not go with the flow anymore. this time round, i'm gonna play my own game. just don't you dare to step on my tail again, trust me, you won't wanna know what will happen to you next...
Gina X|
mood: happy , angry
late for morning lesson once again.. lucky is a 4hrs same module lesson.
Anyway~ today i think the whole singapore is raining like hell man! NP IS FLOODED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun noe else where lah. but the atrium is flooded like hell man! hahahaha~ i'm having fun. but peilin and fiona is like totally not in the fun mode. XD
jiesheng meet us up awhile later. den he told us that his slipper dropped on his way to school and was carried away by the flood!! its too fast and no way he can chase it back. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i really think is freaking funny. imagine his face when he saw his slipper drop till being carried away by the flood. poor thing~
shall upload the video next post regarding the flood.
and YES!!!!!!!!!! i'm heading to Genting with my family and friends in about less than aprobably 7 ~ 8 hrs time!!!!!!! wooohoooooo~~
hope i can have tons of fun before i beheaded when CT comes. HAHAHA~
alright~ gonna grab some slp before i turn panda!
tata~
you thought that i'm angry of this. let me tell you ... I'M NOT!
the actual fact is, all this while you guys are saying about commitment when i already meet the minium requirement. whatever i had done fall back to commitment thingy. What other commitment will i have when one week so many days i spent on just 1 CCA? If going there, standing, showing you that i'm there! is your so called "commitment". you can might as well find anyone in NP to be part of you guys! Sorry~ i don't know how to act as well as somebody else. i'm who i'm. take it or leave it. i may have a stupid face, but is always better than someone with double faces.
i've enough!! i will not go with the flow anymore. this time round, i'm gonna play my own game. just don't you dare to step on my tail again, trust me, you won't wanna know what will happen to you next...
Gina X|
what we could have been, 1:30 AM.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
weather: fine
mood: alright
YIPEE~~ i blood counts had gone up!! 6.9 to 9.6. and now 10.9!!!! i shall be good and continue on my medicine.
i realized.. i can't catch up with everything.. volleyball, math, homework blah blah blah. i can't even catch up with my meal! i had not been regular with my intake recently. lucky my medicine still holds me there. had not been to NRA trg as well. i think i already missed 3 weeks lesson? yea.. maybe.
i need more time. i need more sleep. i need more confident! but i just can't seems to get it..
here are some photo when i hospitalized..
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thats how big the pack of blood is. 5hrs for one. And i intake 2 packs. imagine how long is it..
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clifford the model.
yeap~ thats e god damn needle poke on my for dun noe how many days...
mei~ u enjoy kissing a plush doll...? hahaha~
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and that plush doll is ah mei bought for me de!!!!!!! LOVE YA~
alright~ thats all for 2day. gonna grab early slp or else i dun think i can survive for the next few days..
tata!
i realized it had been a habit
when ever i enter complex
i can't help but turn my head to the left
just to catch a glimpse
even if i'm in court
i would turn around
hoping that i can see you run pass me
bad habit bad habit...
Gina =|
mood: alright
YIPEE~~ i blood counts had gone up!! 6.9 to 9.6. and now 10.9!!!! i shall be good and continue on my medicine.
i realized.. i can't catch up with everything.. volleyball, math, homework blah blah blah. i can't even catch up with my meal! i had not been regular with my intake recently. lucky my medicine still holds me there. had not been to NRA trg as well. i think i already missed 3 weeks lesson? yea.. maybe.
i need more time. i need more sleep. i need more confident! but i just can't seems to get it..
here are some photo when i hospitalized..
.jpg)
thats how big the pack of blood is. 5hrs for one. And i intake 2 packs. imagine how long is it...jpg)
clifford the model.
yeap~ thats e god damn needle poke on my for dun noe how many days...
mei~ u enjoy kissing a plush doll...? hahaha~.jpg)
and that plush doll is ah mei bought for me de!!!!!!! LOVE YA~alright~ thats all for 2day. gonna grab early slp or else i dun think i can survive for the next few days..
tata!
i realized it had been a habit
when ever i enter complex
i can't help but turn my head to the left
just to catch a glimpse
even if i'm in court
i would turn around
hoping that i can see you run pass me
bad habit bad habit...
Gina =|
what we could have been, 8:26 PM.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
weather: rainy
mood: relax
its rotting. i noe i noe~
had lots of laughter during break today. really enjoy being wif my classmates & of course besties.
finally got to say smth that had been occupying a space in my heart & mind for a long long time~ though no conclusion yet. but at least i did stands for my rights this time!
IVP trg starts. whole lots of stress will be heading towards me once again.. confidence is just one of the thing i need most right now. but.. where to find it?
12 o'clock.. 1 o'clock.. 12 o'clock.. 1 o'clock..
u've been telling me this all along. i noe.. but why can't i?
sometimes, maybe something..
trying is just not good enough...
Gina
mood: relax
its rotting. i noe i noe~
had lots of laughter during break today. really enjoy being wif my classmates & of course besties.
finally got to say smth that had been occupying a space in my heart & mind for a long long time~ though no conclusion yet. but at least i did stands for my rights this time!
IVP trg starts. whole lots of stress will be heading towards me once again.. confidence is just one of the thing i need most right now. but.. where to find it?
12 o'clock.. 1 o'clock.. 12 o'clock.. 1 o'clock..u've been telling me this all along. i noe.. but why can't i?
sometimes, maybe something..
trying is just not good enough...
Gina
what we could have been, 12:15 AM.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
weather: rainy / windy
mood: glad
alright!!! i'm finally DISCHARGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the feeling is one SHIOK sia. okie~ i shall begin my hospitalized story....
suddenly fever strikes me on sun evening during my work. no choice~ gonna apply leave and go back home. fever goes up till my whole head is so damn freaking hot! ate pandadol to make myself better. force myself to school on monday though i clearly noe i'm not feeling well. but i just dun wanna miss any lessons. fever comes to me again, ate pandadol, fever gone. everytime i eat medicine, the fever will be under control. HOWEVER! when the effect of the pandadol is gone..... it just SHOOTS UP high!! like rocket to outerspace!!!!!!!
so, i decided to go consult a doctor in polyclinic on tuesday afternoon. morning lessons? MISS!
doctor see see see, request me to take a blood test to play safe. no choice, gonna let them take my blood. so i look at them like they are vampires. waited 45min, result finally out. normal blood counts have to be 12, but my is 6.9! is almost a half!! the doc ask me to admit into hospital immediately, but i refuse to. so he let me choose, to go by ambulance or myself. of course i chose myself lah! den went to teach tution before i meet up wif ah mei to ask her to acc me to Tan Tock Seng Hospital (TTSH).
reached TTSH, waited quite long for my turn to consult the doctor. finally my name is called and i'm told to admit into TTSH immediately as well. they ask me to call my mum, but i dun wan. cuz is like throwing an atomic bomb right into her face man! somemore is in late night.. btw i'm hospitalized at 11.30pm.
but still ended up calling her. waited at A&E department. mum, dad & big bro arrived. but only one can come into the ward. so mum came in, big bro send ah mei back home, dad wait outside.
after long hrs of waiting, finally i'm pushed to another ward where i will spend my time in. however, the 1st night i doesn't have bed for me cuz is fully booked. so i slpt at the corridoor. sound pathetic, which is true, but the nurses there just treat me very very very good! especially one of them. 4gotten her name, but she's really kind to me.
woke up early in the morning ard 7am? by doctors and nurses. to examine me. den they start to transfuse the 1st packet of blood to me. seriously, its freaking painful. is so painful that i cried and till i just laid there like a dead corpse! den my pulse rate went down hill. so weak that the machine can't detect it, not even manually. soon, my bed starts to crowd ard by many nurses. some comfort me, some worry abt my pulse rate. den finally, the machine detect my pulse rate and it continue to go up till 62. everyone is happy, so am i. like that no need to pluck another needle mah. HAHAHA!
1 packet of blood took 5hrs? den when the 2nd one comes in. the pain is even greater than the previous one. force myself to slp so to 4get abt the pain. is actually the initial part that is painful. after that, cuz ur hand alrdy numb, would be more stable. ah mei came visit me at ard 3pm. finally got a bed in the ward and moved in. during transferring, air gets into the tube! no choice, they gonna draw out the air. which means those transfuse in, some have to get out and back in again. is simply just a torture.. so ah mei just kept on chatting wif me to let me 4get abt all the pain.
till evening, fann clifford janice & amirah came to visit me too. we chat & chat & chat. den mum came in. all of us just chat & laugh together. when everyone leaves, i'm tired too. anyway, got a "Fall Risk" pink tag attached to me, i can't go anywhere without a nurse beside me. so slpt very early to save their trouble.
next day woke up, doctors examine again. tis day is pretty relaxing. just eat medicine and keep on taking BP rate. watch the screen record for pulse rate, i'm the lowest among all! only 47?! omg... i start to suspect the machine got problem! hahaha~ but others look normal leh... =(
fann came to visit me at ard 1plus. chat, play wif lappy, slp. later in the night mei and ruvyn den visit me. all 4 of us went down to makan dinner. yes! my pink tag is removed in the afternoon. so i can go anywhere!! of course not out of TTSH.
mum & dad visit me at ard 7plus, den went back home. amirah turn up too. den the rest of them leave at 9plus in the night for their movie at AMK. so, i browse thru magazine. lotter ard, den head down to lobby for internet. back up to ward, found out one uncle passed away. omg... hurry back to ward to slp den. saw his relatives pass by, some are sad. but some simply like stones. neither sad nor happy.
friday, finally I'M DISCHARGE!!!!! mum pick me up at ard 1plus. have lunch before we head back home. rest for 15min, rush to teach tution. watch movie in the night wif mei they all. den head back home for some rest.
gonna thank lots & lots of people! THANKS TO...
KAHMEI FANN JANICE AMIRAH
CLIFFORD RUVYN
for visiting me when i'm in TTSH.
JOCELYN ZOUTING
for offering to visit me.
and many other friends who ask for my well-being. like Sharon Ee, gala, ZX, JW..etc. is way too many of them to be mention here. but really thank you thank you!! LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE TONS TONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for those friend of my who dun noe abt this. dun blame me for not telling okie~ admitted into hospital is not smth good to spread around. so i didn't say. hahaha! but anyway, sorry. =]
thats all for 2day. more to update on next post. this? overload already.
tata~
Gina =]
mood: glad
alright!!! i'm finally DISCHARGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the feeling is one SHIOK sia. okie~ i shall begin my hospitalized story....
suddenly fever strikes me on sun evening during my work. no choice~ gonna apply leave and go back home. fever goes up till my whole head is so damn freaking hot! ate pandadol to make myself better. force myself to school on monday though i clearly noe i'm not feeling well. but i just dun wanna miss any lessons. fever comes to me again, ate pandadol, fever gone. everytime i eat medicine, the fever will be under control. HOWEVER! when the effect of the pandadol is gone..... it just SHOOTS UP high!! like rocket to outerspace!!!!!!!
so, i decided to go consult a doctor in polyclinic on tuesday afternoon. morning lessons? MISS!
doctor see see see, request me to take a blood test to play safe. no choice, gonna let them take my blood. so i look at them like they are vampires. waited 45min, result finally out. normal blood counts have to be 12, but my is 6.9! is almost a half!! the doc ask me to admit into hospital immediately, but i refuse to. so he let me choose, to go by ambulance or myself. of course i chose myself lah! den went to teach tution before i meet up wif ah mei to ask her to acc me to Tan Tock Seng Hospital (TTSH).
reached TTSH, waited quite long for my turn to consult the doctor. finally my name is called and i'm told to admit into TTSH immediately as well. they ask me to call my mum, but i dun wan. cuz is like throwing an atomic bomb right into her face man! somemore is in late night.. btw i'm hospitalized at 11.30pm.
but still ended up calling her. waited at A&E department. mum, dad & big bro arrived. but only one can come into the ward. so mum came in, big bro send ah mei back home, dad wait outside.
after long hrs of waiting, finally i'm pushed to another ward where i will spend my time in. however, the 1st night i doesn't have bed for me cuz is fully booked. so i slpt at the corridoor. sound pathetic, which is true, but the nurses there just treat me very very very good! especially one of them. 4gotten her name, but she's really kind to me.
woke up early in the morning ard 7am? by doctors and nurses. to examine me. den they start to transfuse the 1st packet of blood to me. seriously, its freaking painful. is so painful that i cried and till i just laid there like a dead corpse! den my pulse rate went down hill. so weak that the machine can't detect it, not even manually. soon, my bed starts to crowd ard by many nurses. some comfort me, some worry abt my pulse rate. den finally, the machine detect my pulse rate and it continue to go up till 62. everyone is happy, so am i. like that no need to pluck another needle mah. HAHAHA!
1 packet of blood took 5hrs? den when the 2nd one comes in. the pain is even greater than the previous one. force myself to slp so to 4get abt the pain. is actually the initial part that is painful. after that, cuz ur hand alrdy numb, would be more stable. ah mei came visit me at ard 3pm. finally got a bed in the ward and moved in. during transferring, air gets into the tube! no choice, they gonna draw out the air. which means those transfuse in, some have to get out and back in again. is simply just a torture.. so ah mei just kept on chatting wif me to let me 4get abt all the pain.
till evening, fann clifford janice & amirah came to visit me too. we chat & chat & chat. den mum came in. all of us just chat & laugh together. when everyone leaves, i'm tired too. anyway, got a "Fall Risk" pink tag attached to me, i can't go anywhere without a nurse beside me. so slpt very early to save their trouble.
next day woke up, doctors examine again. tis day is pretty relaxing. just eat medicine and keep on taking BP rate. watch the screen record for pulse rate, i'm the lowest among all! only 47?! omg... i start to suspect the machine got problem! hahaha~ but others look normal leh... =(
fann came to visit me at ard 1plus. chat, play wif lappy, slp. later in the night mei and ruvyn den visit me. all 4 of us went down to makan dinner. yes! my pink tag is removed in the afternoon. so i can go anywhere!! of course not out of TTSH.
mum & dad visit me at ard 7plus, den went back home. amirah turn up too. den the rest of them leave at 9plus in the night for their movie at AMK. so, i browse thru magazine. lotter ard, den head down to lobby for internet. back up to ward, found out one uncle passed away. omg... hurry back to ward to slp den. saw his relatives pass by, some are sad. but some simply like stones. neither sad nor happy.
friday, finally I'M DISCHARGE!!!!! mum pick me up at ard 1plus. have lunch before we head back home. rest for 15min, rush to teach tution. watch movie in the night wif mei they all. den head back home for some rest.
gonna thank lots & lots of people! THANKS TO...
KAHMEI FANN JANICE AMIRAH
CLIFFORD RUVYN
for visiting me when i'm in TTSH.
JOCELYN ZOUTING
for offering to visit me.
and many other friends who ask for my well-being. like Sharon Ee, gala, ZX, JW..etc. is way too many of them to be mention here. but really thank you thank you!! LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE TONS TONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for those friend of my who dun noe abt this. dun blame me for not telling okie~ admitted into hospital is not smth good to spread around. so i didn't say. hahaha! but anyway, sorry. =]
thats all for 2day. more to update on next post. this? overload already.
tata~
Gina =]
what we could have been, 4:46 AM.
