Thursday, December 24, 2009

weather: windy
mood: not bad~

okie okie~ cheeze i now updating le huh! dun say i never update liao hoh. HAHAHAHA!
anyway~ recently my life is study, exam, clubbing, trgs, meetings. yea yea yea~ that should be wats goin on right now.
right after my last paper tt night, went to zook & phuture wif ying, sharon, sharon sis, fann, yumei & 2 of their friends. my 1st time to club leh!!!!! but somehow after goin i think okie okie only leh. great place for guys tts all i can say abt clubbing ba. HAHAHAHA! stupid jiesheng they all said can't imagine i go clubbing. tsk! i can dance one okie! hahaha~ anyway here are some pics.. the rest shall upload up facebook soon after editing. poor quality, so no choice. HA!

friday went for trg camp. many things happened. lazy to type out all. conclusion, been booking in & out just to go for work and recording. missing lovelies and friends. watch jestyn, yumin & anwar clubbing in classroom. HA! e video is on my facebook. can go take a look if u wan. yup~ tts all. bad things, dun wanna mention. get use to it le. finally break camp on tue afternoon. play a few matches, den sat jason's car back home. OMG! he drove BMW most luxury series. dun noe wats e full name but is just one NICE!! quite stress sitting inside. HAHAHA~ simply afraid i might dirty his car.

training today @ fmss. before everything start, celebrate jan's bday awhile. trg today not tt tough but coach was rather disappointed in the performance. one reason, too long didn't undergo trg. thus, did not blame on us. So, for this few days left before IVP competition gonna buck up and work really hard for it! while others playing match, rest of us was asked to spike using netball. which is much more heavy and harder den volleyball. i think got spike over 100balls? and our palm really swollen sia. i even spike until my nerve come up, PAIN! but result is really good. ball will go down instead of flying out like areoplane. HAHAHA!!

after trg, shower and head off for dinner at lot1 wif fann, gala, jingying & mai. den head to watch bodyguard and assassins wif fann & gala. is damn nice!!!!!!! touching, funny, cool, sad.. is just a great great show!!!! u gonna watch it man.

2moro is baby jan's 19th birthday. gonna celebrate her big day man! now having terrible headaches, flu & cough. omg! go slp go slp le. good night!

realized i'm like a piece of glass
brittle and clear to see whether there's any scratches
or even dirt
so from today onwards
i dun wanna be a piece of glass
instead, i wanna be coke!
sweet & nice to drink
yet harmful for health
wait till i think of smth better
lets be coke currently
gala u noe wat i mean~
HAHAHA!

when i noe i'm not in ur list
i'm really disappointed
no matter how hard i try
how well i perform
before anything begin
i'd already lose
i does not have wat u wan
i does not have wat she born to have
blame no one but myself for being so short
so smth serious came to my mind..

Gina X]

what we could have been, 2:07 AM.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

weather: rainy
mood: confused..

looking through our photo..
suddenly realised actually i wasn't as angry as i though to be.
i still can't let go afterall..
okie! i'm confusing myself!! i know..
be strong GINA!!!! be strong ....

Gina X|

what we could have been, 4:51 PM.

weather: rainy/ sunny
mood: pissed..

i'm really pissed off right now!
wats that fucking attitude you're giving?!
acting so nice in front but an asshole at the back. this won't make you any better!
i wanna talk things out with you nicely. i had tried to explain wats goin on. btw for your information, this is not what I suggested. they suggested, i let you noe. thats all i do. so wat rights do you have to actually push all the blame on me?!
i treat you as my friend, thats why i had been holding back all this while. i dun wan any nasty thingy gets in the way of our friendship. but i change my mind now. Cause i dun think you treasure this friendship anyway, so why do i have to cling on it? you dun give a damn isn't it? don't think you really know me that well to comment on my character. whatever you wrote will only make me think that u're just one petty shit! narrow-minded!!
i won't pick a fight on you but you better know your limit before i really turn mad..

okie okie~ chill chill chill! i noe.
anyway AGM finally over. burdens are lighter as well. no more roles, no more images which i have to care for.
after AGM, went to Haji lane wif fann jingying zixuan zuoting shiqi and 2 of their friends for sheesha. reached home was already late night.

didn't bring along cam. too bad. so only shoot one photo wif fann~~
2moro still got polympic games. gonna wake up early in the morning. awwwwww man~~~ hope i can really get myself off my bed.

alright~ thats all for tonight.
tata~

Gina =]

what we could have been, 12:49 AM.