weather: raining
mood: tired
Went to watch TP final match versus SP on friday night. As expected, TP won. CONGRATS TO MY LOVELIES!!! After which, NYP vs RP. They played 5 sets. And RP almost won! Last set was 17 - 15. If they win, we would get 3rd in POL-ITE instead of 4th. Set my heart racing sio!! I was even trembling!!! HAHAHA!! But just too bad. Hai~ is all fate... =/
working over the weekends. Ton of things to rmb. Pay wasn't appealing at all. Well~ at least a stable income i would say.
Second week of sch & i can feel the work load already. Lots of thing to study & memorise on my own, projects and so on. Not to forget, my intense trainings. Though haven't start yet, but soon i might gone mad. That's e price of determine to do well for this final sem. FACE IT GINA!! FACE IT!!!
knee does not seems to get any better. Like is goin from bad to worse. Doesn't have time for doc!!! Neither do i wanna skip any lesson nor can i apply leave from my work place. Heading training on tue, wonder will there be any on wed. Hope my lovely knee can still hang in there till my next visit for a doc. :]
Seriously, i need a drink!! But found no one. Besties are all clubber. Believe it or not, i'm not a clubbing type of person. The sentence before this probably had set u laughing right now. But is true~ heading down club is just to get contact wif my friends. We doesn't get to meetup in sch though we are mostly in NgeeAnn. Those tt are not? Dun even have to mention abt it. Anyway~ i prefer drinking, chilling somewhere or jan & i actually call it as "pub-bing". Once in awhile, gather some friends to drink. But that took years to happen. Oh well~ just too bad. Have to hold on my craving till jimmy david they all phone me up. Feel like heading down to "Roomful of blues" which Han recommended. Wonder how would it be like. Shall gather some peeps down when free.
Raining heavily out now. Great for a good night sleep. You get wat i mean~
Sweet dreams. :]
Recently i have this strong feeling that i'm losing you. Our topics are so different. And we are definitely drifting apart. Though we act like there's no such thing, yet people around us sense the tension thats in the air. I wonder what happened..
Perhaps the problem lies in me. I realized i've been withdrawing myself from you. I couldn't find anything to talk about and even trying not to look into your eyes. And i'm losing my care for you..
Does determine to do well in my studies and getting stronger in volleyball makes me ignore this friendship or even turn into a complete different person? Or simply i'm tired of keeping up in facing e facts that that's who you are and it's never gonna be changed? I wonder...
Gina
what we could have been, 12:55 AM.