Wednesday, June 1, 2011
weather: dunnoe
mood: sleepy
Been almost a month since i joined ETG. Hmmmm~ Being an intern & full-timer, are indeed very different. Which is 1 of e factors tt i concern before i join them. Is not tt i'm ill treated or smth. Is just e responsibiliies.. Actually, sometimes i dun think i'm up to it. Yet, i wanna try. Stubborn u may say.
Been awhile since i last open up to someone. Went drinkin wif Shifu Han. I must be mad or nerve system breakdown. Wonder wat trigger tt emotion, BLAH!! Things tt i buried deep down just reveal one by one. Dangerous person indeed. Gonna stay on cautious from now on. NO MORE REVEALING!!!
7 crews had not meetup for quite some times.. Though some managed to turn up once in a while, but still smth is missing. Perhaps just not complete.. Wonder wat they're busy wif.. Work? Other entertainments? Boyfriends? Social lives?
Actually, i dun have e rights to say anything either.. With my working schedule tis irregular, I barely meetup anyone. Even if i can, are last min or poly friends. I really miss those secondary sch life. Where there are only study, friends & volleyball. Bland yet simple & sweet.
Official graduation finally over. Time flies indeed~ The boys r goin into NS. Doubt we're possible to meetup. Maybe 10yrs down e road, most of them might have had a family!! hahaha. Or even no longer in Singapore. For now, i shall concentrate on doing my job right!!
A sentence been running through my mind over & over again. "Working hard & doing it right, are two different things." I classify myself as working hard, not smart. Maybe this is why i'm so depress over my performance. Seriously, i dun wanna be a burden.. I dun wanna make all my Shifu/s disappointed.. i dun wan..
Think i'm really very emo nowadays. Shall stop here. Coming up with more update soon yo!!! I think i will really miss my classmates BIG TIME!!! hahaha. Back to standby~~
Gina :]
mood: sleepy
Been almost a month since i joined ETG. Hmmmm~ Being an intern & full-timer, are indeed very different. Which is 1 of e factors tt i concern before i join them. Is not tt i'm ill treated or smth. Is just e responsibiliies.. Actually, sometimes i dun think i'm up to it. Yet, i wanna try. Stubborn u may say.
Been awhile since i last open up to someone. Went drinkin wif Shifu Han. I must be mad or nerve system breakdown. Wonder wat trigger tt emotion, BLAH!! Things tt i buried deep down just reveal one by one. Dangerous person indeed. Gonna stay on cautious from now on. NO MORE REVEALING!!!
7 crews had not meetup for quite some times.. Though some managed to turn up once in a while, but still smth is missing. Perhaps just not complete.. Wonder wat they're busy wif.. Work? Other entertainments? Boyfriends? Social lives?
Actually, i dun have e rights to say anything either.. With my working schedule tis irregular, I barely meetup anyone. Even if i can, are last min or poly friends. I really miss those secondary sch life. Where there are only study, friends & volleyball. Bland yet simple & sweet.
Official graduation finally over. Time flies indeed~ The boys r goin into NS. Doubt we're possible to meetup. Maybe 10yrs down e road, most of them might have had a family!! hahaha. Or even no longer in Singapore. For now, i shall concentrate on doing my job right!!
A sentence been running through my mind over & over again. "Working hard & doing it right, are two different things." I classify myself as working hard, not smart. Maybe this is why i'm so depress over my performance. Seriously, i dun wanna be a burden.. I dun wanna make all my Shifu/s disappointed.. i dun wan..
Think i'm really very emo nowadays. Shall stop here. Coming up with more update soon yo!!! I think i will really miss my classmates BIG TIME!!! hahaha. Back to standby~~
Gina :]
what we could have been, 11:30 AM.
