Tuesday, January 6, 2009
weather: raining/ fine
mood: ....
IVP finally come. 2day is our 1st match, vs NYP. n we won! 3:2. great job team~~ love u guys!! hahaha
it was really tough match. our score r all sooooooooo close. 2day game is simple if u make mistake, u lose. scary n exciting.
"...i haven't put Gina down leh. but i see no confident in her. tts y 3rd, 4th n 5th match i didn't put her down..."
tis sentence from coach kept on running through my mind. ya... seriously i dun noe wat e hell am i nervous abt. i really dun noe. is like, i totally lost my confident! my confident i used to have it wif me when i'm in sec team. my mood now is very complicated.. however, i dun have time for tis to go on. moreover, i promise coach tis coming wed when we vs SMU, he will see my confident! shit... n now? where i go find my confident wif juz 1 day left?! WHERE?????
oh gosh... i'm ready for depression~
i gonna come back.. i gonna...
maybe i'm not e most important person in ur life
maybe i'm not e 1st person u may think of
but i'm happy enough of having heard my name being left in ur heart once before
thanks.
Gina
mood: ....
IVP finally come. 2day is our 1st match, vs NYP. n we won! 3:2. great job team~~ love u guys!! hahaha
it was really tough match. our score r all sooooooooo close. 2day game is simple if u make mistake, u lose. scary n exciting.
"...i haven't put Gina down leh. but i see no confident in her. tts y 3rd, 4th n 5th match i didn't put her down..."
tis sentence from coach kept on running through my mind. ya... seriously i dun noe wat e hell am i nervous abt. i really dun noe. is like, i totally lost my confident! my confident i used to have it wif me when i'm in sec team. my mood now is very complicated.. however, i dun have time for tis to go on. moreover, i promise coach tis coming wed when we vs SMU, he will see my confident! shit... n now? where i go find my confident wif juz 1 day left?! WHERE?????
oh gosh... i'm ready for depression~
i gonna come back.. i gonna...
maybe i'm not e most important person in ur life
maybe i'm not e 1st person u may think of
but i'm happy enough of having heard my name being left in ur heart once before
thanks.
Gina
what we could have been, 5:19 PM.
