Wednesday, July 8, 2009
weather: sunny? i'm in studio all day..
mood: discourage
yesterday nra was alright. nth much happens. soonheng not around, i noe none of them well either. so i'm simply there to learn only but not make friends. but so how good oso, can concentrate more isn't it?
2day no IVP training. instead, we go SP to have friendly matches with them. lost all though, but roughly noe how they play. maybe from there can find some weaknesses to score. coach asked why my face so black 2day, not happy? i dun noe how to answer them, so simply just smile back.
nth much happens 2day. skip morning lesson, late for VT. heard from chan tt i goin to receive warning letter. i didn't absent myself tt much to actually receive tt, instead, i'm always late. so consider absent. oh well~ i've got lots of problem on my shoulder already, one more of it oso no diff. just join in the fun only..
i know i'm not the one you're searching for
i know what i have is not wat you want most
i tried to be who you want me to be
i seize whatever chances that are given to me
but..
all would be killed with just one mistake
i know i'm different from others
no mistake can be make for me
only one to two chance will be given to me
seize it, hold it, tried it
i will be the very last person you would thought of
maybe?
it hurts though.
but..
good for me
there's not much time left
is good to let me get use to the feeling of losing it
so i won't feel that hurt in the end
kill my passion, kill my love
its the best way for me to really end all these
cause i'm tired of holding on..
you won't understand....
i'm afterall a defender at born...
mood: discourage
yesterday nra was alright. nth much happens. soonheng not around, i noe none of them well either. so i'm simply there to learn only but not make friends. but so how good oso, can concentrate more isn't it?
2day no IVP training. instead, we go SP to have friendly matches with them. lost all though, but roughly noe how they play. maybe from there can find some weaknesses to score. coach asked why my face so black 2day, not happy? i dun noe how to answer them, so simply just smile back.
nth much happens 2day. skip morning lesson, late for VT. heard from chan tt i goin to receive warning letter. i didn't absent myself tt much to actually receive tt, instead, i'm always late. so consider absent. oh well~ i've got lots of problem on my shoulder already, one more of it oso no diff. just join in the fun only..
i know i'm not the one you're searching for
i know what i have is not wat you want most
i tried to be who you want me to be
i seize whatever chances that are given to me
but..
all would be killed with just one mistake
i know i'm different from others
no mistake can be make for me
only one to two chance will be given to me
seize it, hold it, tried it
i will be the very last person you would thought of
maybe?
it hurts though.
but..
good for me
there's not much time left
is good to let me get use to the feeling of losing it
so i won't feel that hurt in the end
kill my passion, kill my love
its the best way for me to really end all these
cause i'm tired of holding on..
you won't understand....
i'm afterall a defender at born...
what we could have been, 10:57 PM.
