Wednesday, July 29, 2009
weather: sunny
mood: down
recently i'm not myself. studies are in a mess right now, so do my CCA.
suddenly feel like ending my vball career. maybe is simply time for me to say goodbye? currently i'm really thinking of quiting. i'm tired le. i can no longer feel anything when standing in e court. enough of standing in somebody else shadow. i'm not superman. wat if i fail? did u ever think of that..?
maybe after U19, den i'll say goodbye to vball.
oh man.. i felt so useless. a useless player indeed..
there's one place in our body
located on the top left hand corner
it is a special place
it would hurt even when it wasn't physically injured
i noe when the day come to say goodbye
that special place will be in great pain
mum.. why i'm not injured. but that special place of my feel hurt..?
why when i choose to say goodbye, tears will roll down my cheek even if i dun wan it to..?
why is it so hard to say goodbye..?
maybe a car accident would help. memory will be wash, so are the pains..
Gina
mood: down
recently i'm not myself. studies are in a mess right now, so do my CCA.
suddenly feel like ending my vball career. maybe is simply time for me to say goodbye? currently i'm really thinking of quiting. i'm tired le. i can no longer feel anything when standing in e court. enough of standing in somebody else shadow. i'm not superman. wat if i fail? did u ever think of that..?
maybe after U19, den i'll say goodbye to vball.
oh man.. i felt so useless. a useless player indeed..
there's one place in our body
located on the top left hand corner
it is a special place
it would hurt even when it wasn't physically injured
i noe when the day come to say goodbye
that special place will be in great pain
mum.. why i'm not injured. but that special place of my feel hurt..?
why when i choose to say goodbye, tears will roll down my cheek even if i dun wan it to..?
why is it so hard to say goodbye..?
maybe a car accident would help. memory will be wash, so are the pains..
Gina
what we could have been, 11:29 PM.
